The yellow book, an illustrated quarterly. Vol. 3, October, 1894
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The yellow book, an illustrated quarterly. Vol. 3, October, 1894
English literature -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Great Britain -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“You said just now that you always thought of me as a friend,” he
began. “I wonder----Oh! it’s no good,” he added quickly, with a nervous
movement of his hands, “I can’t make pretty speeches! After all, it’s
simple; why should I play the coward? I can take ‘no’ for answer, if
the worst comes to the worst, and----Margaret, I know it’s asking a
great deal, but--I want you to marry me.”
She cast a swift, startled glance at him, turning in her chair, and
then dropped her eyes, asking herself bewilderedly whether this
was still some fantasy. The words which he murmured now, pleading
incoherently with her silence, confirmed the hopes which, in spite of
her scrupulous devotion, refused to be gainsaid, thrusting themselves
shamelessly into the foreground of her troubled thoughts. An inward
voice, condemned by her wavering resolution as a whisper from the lips
of treachery, suggested plausibly that after all Dorothy might have
made a mistake; she repelled it fiercely, taking a savage pleasure in
her pain, accusing herself, with vehement blame, as one who would fain
stand in the way of her daughter’s happiness. Even if she had deserved
these fruits of late harvest which seemed to dangle within her grasp,
even if her right to garner them had not been forfeited long ago by
her folly of the past, how could she endure to figure as a rival,
triumphing in her own daughter’s discomfiture? Womanly pride and a
thousand scruples barred the way.
“I love you,” she heard him say again; “I believe I have always loved
you since----But you know how it was in the old days.”
“Don’t remind me of that!” she pleaded, almost fiercely; “I was--I
can’t bear to think of what I did! You ought not to forgive me; I don’t
deserve it.”
“Forgive?” he echoed, blankly.
“Oh, you are generous--but it is impossible, impossible; it is all a
mistake; let us forget it.”
“I don’t understand! Is it that--that you don’t care for me?”
Margaret gave a despairing little sigh, dropping her hands on the sides
of her chair.
“You don’t know,” she murmured. “It isn’t right. No--oh, it must be No!”
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