The yellow book, an illustrated quarterly. Vol. 3, October, 1894
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The yellow book, an illustrated quarterly. Vol. 3, October, 1894
English literature -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Great Britain -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
The streets are very still, with that silence of sleeping cities,
which seems ready to start into confused cries; as though the Smiter
of the Firstborn were travelling through the households. There is the
Catholic chapel, in its Georgian, quaint humility; recalling an age of
beautiful, despised simplicity; the age of French emigrant old priests
and vicars-apostolic, who stood for the Supreme Pontiff, in grey wigs.
The sweet limes are swaying against its singular, umbered windows,
with their holy saints and prophets in last-century design; ruffled,
querulous persons looking very bluff and blown. I wonder, how it would
be inside; I suppose, night has a little weakened that lingering smell
of daily incense, which seems so immemorial and so sad. Wonderful grace
of the mighty Roman Church! This low square place, where the sanctuary
is poor and open, without any mystical touch of retirement and of
loftiness, has yet the unfailing charm, the venerable mystery, which
attend the footsteps of the Church; the same air of command, the same
look of pleading, fill this homely, comfortable shrine, which simple
country gentlemen set up for the ministrations of harassed priests, in
an age of no enthusiasm. I like to think that this quiet chapel, in the
obedience of Rome, in communion with that supreme apostolate, is always
open to me upon this winding little by-street; it fills me with perfect
memories, and it seems to bless me.
But here is a benediction of light! the quick sun, reddening half the
heavens, and rising gloriously. In the valley, clusters of elm rock and
swing with the breeze, quivering for joy: far away, the bare uplands
roll against the sunrise, calm and pastoral; _otia dia_ of the morning.
Surely the hours have gone well, and according to my preference; one
dying into another, as the tobacco clouds die. My meditations, too,
have been peaceful enough; and, though solitary, I have had fine
companions. What would the moral philosophers, those puzzled sages,
think of me? An harmless hedonist? An amateur in morals, who means
well, though meaning very little? Nay! let the moralist by profession
give, to whom he will, _sa musique, sa flamme_: to any practical
person, who is a wise shareholder and zealous vestryman. For myself,
my limited and dreamy self, I eschew these upright businesses; upright
memories and meditations please me more, and to live with as little
action as may be. Action: why do they talk of action? Match me, for
pure activity, one evening of my dreams, when life and death fill my
mind with their messengers, and the days of old come back to me. And
now, homewards, for a little sleep; that profound and rich slumber
at early dawn which is my choice delight. A sleep, bathed in musical
impressions, and filled with fresh dreams, all impossible and happy;
four hours, and five, and six perhaps: then the cathedral matin bell
will chime in with my fancies, and I shall wake harmoniously. I shall
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