The yellow book, an illustrated quarterly. Vol. 3, October, 1894
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The yellow book, an illustrated quarterly. Vol. 3, October, 1894
English literature -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Great Britain -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
And, as the heat penetrated him, his thoughts spun aimlessly round the
day’s events, till these gradually drifted into the background of his
mind, as it were, and he and they seemed to have become altogether
detached. His forehead was burning, and a drowsy, delicious sense of
physical weakness was stealing over his limbs. He was going to be ill,
he remembered; and it was with vague relief that he looked forward to
the prospect of long days of monotonous inactivity, long days of repose
from the daily routine of fatigue. The details of each day’s work, the
accomplishment of which, before, had appeared so indispensable, now,
he felt in his lassitude, had faded to insignificance. Mrs. Parkin
was right: he had been overdoing himself; and with a clear conscience
he would take a forced holiday in bed. Things in the parish would get
along without him till the end of the week. There was only the drowned
child’s funeral, and, if he could not go, Milner, the neighbouring
vicar, would take it for him. His pipe slipped from his hand to the
hearthrug noiselessly, and his head sank forward....
He was dreaming of the old churchyard. The trees were rocking their
slim, bare arms; drip, drip, drip, the drops pattered on to the
tombstones, tight-huddled in the white, wet light of the moon; the
breath of the old churchyard tasted warm and moist, like the reek of
horses after a long journey.
The child’s funeral was finished. Mrs. Matheson had cried noisily into
her apron; the mourners were all gone now; and alone, he sat down
on the fresh-dug grave. By the moonlight he tried to decipher the
names carved on the slabs; but most of the letters had faded away,
and moss-cushions had hidden the rest. Then he found it--“George
Matheson, aged four years and five days,” and underneath were carved
Mrs. Matheson’s words: “He was the bonniest boy in all the parish.” He
sat on, with the dread of death upon him, the thought of that black
senselessness ahead, possessing him, so sudden, so near, so intimate,
that it seemed entirely strange to have lived on, forgetful of it.
By-and-bye, he saw her coming towards him--Ethel, like a figure from
a picture, wearing a white dress that trailed behind her, a red rose
pinned at the waist, and the old smile on her lips. And she came beside
him, and told him how her husband had gone away for ever, and he
understood at once that he and she were betrothed again, as it had been
five years ago. He tried to answer her, but somehow the words would not
come; and, as he was striving to frame them, there came a great crash.
A bough clattered down on the tombstones; and with a start he awoke.
A half-burned coal was smoking in the fender. He felt as if he had been
sleeping for many hours.
He fell to stupidly watching the red-heat, as it pulsed through
the caves of coal, to imagining himself climbing their ashen
mountain-ridges, across dark defiles, up the face of treacherous
precipices....
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