“_Danke_,” said Hammersley quietly, his face solemn but his mind
working rapidly. “It is but right to make one’s peace with the world at
a time like this.”
“I am sorry, _mein Herr_,” said the man mournfully. “It is not good for
a man to die in the first flush of youth.”
“If it could only have been in the open, Senf, a soldier’s death, but
this--_Ach, wohl_--we can only go once. It doesn’t matter.” He gave a
deep sigh and asked his guardian to light his pipe again and open the
Book at the Psalms of David.
“I cannot turn the pages, my friend. It is a pity. But propped upon one
elbow I can see quite well if you will but put the candle here upon the
bed.”
The man did as requested and Hammersley thanked him.
“You are a kind fellow. It is bread upon the waters. You will find it
after many days.”
“It is nothing. I would expect as much from another.”
“Now, if you will permit, I would prefer the solitude of my thoughts.”
The soldier turned slowly away and Hammersley bent his gaze upon the
open page, but he did not read. He was thinking, planning, watching
the movements of Max Senf. Eight o’clock was long past. It must be
nearly nine. But two hours remained before the arrival of the messenger
from Berlin. His guardian paced slowly up and down the room between
the door and window, and Hammersley felt, if he did not see, his deep
bovine gaze fixed upon him from time to time. Eight or ten times the
man took the length of the room and then with a deep sigh he sank into
the chair at the foot of the bed. Hammersley did not move his head,
which remained bent forward over the book, but from the tail of his eye
he noted that the tall footboard of the old-fashioned bed partially
concealed him. Propped up as he was he could see the man’s head as far
down as the tip of his nose, but all of his head was in shadow. Arguing
from this, everything upon the bed below the line of the flame of the
candle was invisible to him. But a quick glance showed Hammersley that
the man was not looking at him. His dark eyes were peering straight
before him at the opposite wall and his mind was wrapped in some gloomy
vision.
The plan he had in mind required subtlety. He marked the shadows upon
the ceiling and moved up in the bed so that his own shadow would be
thrown behind the line of sight of his guardian. Then he paused again,
his eyes fixed on the pages, waiting for Senf to look at him again.
He heard the man move in his chair, which creaked as he settled more
comfortably into it. And when Hammersley looked again, only his eyes
were visible, their gaze fixed darkly ahead of him.
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