Boardinghouses -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Murder -- Investigation -- Fiction; Mystery and detective stories
"It will be seen that there was no love lost between my parents. My
father Stokes--as I may call him, though I believe the count was my
real sire--was always very kind to me, and shielded me from my
mother's rage. She treated me very cruelly, and when fifteen I was
glad to go out as a scullery-maid so as to escape her persecution.
Shortly after I took up life on my own account she died in a fit of
violent rage, during which she broke a blood-vessel. I think Stokes
was glad when she died. She made his life a misery when she lived, and
tormented every one around her. If I have faults, it is not to be
expected that I could inherit a decent nature from such a mother. I
never loved her, and when she died I did not shed a single tear. I
remember singing at my work on the day I received the news. One of my
fellow-servants asked me why I was so gay? I replied that I had heard
of my mother's death. After that they hated me, and I had to leave my
situation. But had any one of them possessed such a mother, any one of
them would have been as gay and relieved as I was. So much for my
mother.
"As for my presumed father Stokes, I saw very little of him. He
retired from business and bought a public-house. Then he married
again, and was not inclined to see much of me. I did not mind, as I
never loved him in spite of his kindness. I dare say I should have
returned his affection, but my mother had beaten all love out of me.
"It is needless to give my early life in detail. I rose from
scullery-maid to housemaid. Then I became parlor-maid in a suburban
villa, where the wages were poor and the food was bad. I took charge
of children when not doing housework, and managed to get on. But I was
ambitious. I wished to get among the servants of the aristocracy. A
friend of mine who was maid to the Duchess of--taught me her duties,
and I procured a situation. I pleased my mistress, and she promised to
do much for me. However, she died, and I was thrown on the world. I
saw an advertisement for a lady's maid, and got the situation. It was
in this way that I became the servant of that woman whom I hated so
deeply.
"She was called Rosina Lockwood, and was no better born than myself.
Her father was a low man who taught singing, and she appeared herself
on the stage. I never thought she was beautiful, myself. She had good
hair, and her complexion was passable, but her figure was bad, and she
had no brains. An inane, silly, foolish woman. How Percy Vane could
have eloped with her beats me. But men are such fools. He would not
look at me, yet I was ten times as lovely as this singing-woman, and
quite as well born. Oh, how I hated her!
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