The Yellow House; Master of MenOppenheim, E. Phillips (Edward Phillips)
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The Yellow House; Master of Men
Oppenheim, E. Phillips (Edward Phillips)
Detective and mystery stories; England -- Fiction
I would have given a good deal to have been able to stop him, but I
could not. I was powerless. I was as much embarrassed as the veriest
schoolgirl. He went on--
“I want to ask you to be my wife. Miss Ffolliot. As you know,” he
added, with a sudden faint flash of humor, “I am not apt with my
tongue. I am afraid that I have allowed myself to rust in many
ways. But if you will make the best of me you will make me very happy;
for I think you know that I love you very much.”
“No, no,” I cried softly, “you must not say that. I did not wish any
one to say that to me. I am not going to marry any one.”
“Why not?” he asked, calmly.
“You ought not to ask me,” I answered. “You know my story.”
He laughed outright in kindly contempt. Then I knew I had made a
great mistake. I should have given him some other reason. This one he
would laugh to scorn. And because I had given it first he would deem
it the chief one in my thoughts. Before I could stop him he had taken
one of my hands and was smoothing it in his great brown palm. Somehow
I forgot to draw it away.
“Did you ever seriously imagine that any such circumstance could make
one iota of difference to any man who loved you?” he asked, in a mild
wonder. “It is preposterous.”
“It is not preposterous,” I declared. “How can you say so? I
am--nobody. I have not even a name.”
“Will you please not talk nonsense?” he interrupted, firmly. “We both
know quite well in our hearts that such a circumstance as you allude
to could not make the slightest difference--if you cared for me as I
care for you. All I want to know is--do you care--a little? If you
will give me--if you can--just a little share of your love, the rest
will come. I should not be afraid to wait. I would take my chance. I
have cared for you from the moment you first came here.”
I looked up at him with wet eyes, but with a faint smile.
“You managed to conceal your sentiments admirably on our first
meeting,” I remarked.
He laughed. He was getting absolutely confident; and all this time I
was drifting with a full knowledge of the shipwreck ahead.
“I was brutal,” he said. “Somehow, do you know, you irritated me that
morning? You looked so calm and self-possessed, and your very
daintiness made me feel rough and coarse. It was like an awakening
for me. Yet I loved you all the time.”
“I am very sorry,” I said, slowly.
He flashed a keen glance upon me. His eyes tried to force mine to meet
them. I kept them away.
“You must not be sorry,” he said, impetuously; “you must be glad.”
But I shook my head.
“There is nothing to be glad about,” I cried, with a sob in my
throat. “I do--I do--not--”
“Go on!” he pressed, relentlessly. “I do not care for you in that
way,” he repeated slowly. “Is that true? An hour ago I should have
doubted you. But now--look at me and tell me so.”
I nerved myself to a desperate effort. I looked up and met his stern,
compelling gaze. My cheeks were pale. The words came slowly and with
difficulty. But I told my lie well.
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