The Yellow House; Master of MenOppenheim, E. Phillips (Edward Phillips)
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The Yellow House; Master of Men
Oppenheim, E. Phillips (Edward Phillips)
Detective and mystery stories; England -- Fiction
“And I love him so,” she repeated, softly. “It would be such
happiness to do this for him. Perhaps he would not love me very much
just yet, but when I had him all to myself it would come little by
little. I could make it come; a woman can when she has a man all to
herself. I am sure of it. I should have no fear at all.”
Her eyes were very soft now and very bright. One forgot her sharp
features and sallow cheeks. Poor girl! Then suddenly she looked away
from the fire, and, rising, came over to my side.
“You are wondering why I have come to you to tell you my secret,” she
said. “I will tell you. I am afraid of you. You are so handsome, and I
am plain. Oh! yes, I am--I know it. Never mind, I love him. But he
does not know that, and he admires you. I see him look at you, and
though he is kind to me, he does not look at me like that. And
you--you do not care for him. I have watched you, and I am sure of
it. You do not want him, do you?”
“No, I do not want him,” I answered, but without looking at her.
“I know you don’t. I want to promise you something. I believe that
Philip Maltabar is somewhere in this neighborhood, and I believe--no,
I am sure--that in some way you are interested in him. Your father
knows. That is why you have kept me from him. But never mind, I want
to forget all that if you will just help me a little. I shall go away
from here, presently. If I should come back again, and I should find
Philip Maltabar--well--never mind. I will forgive, and I will
forget. God shall judge between those two--I will bury my desire for
vengeance. This I swear--if you will help me a little.”
“But how?” I asked, blandly. “What can I do?”
“You can help me simply by keeping away from Mr. Deville,” she went
on, hastily, a certain bluntness creeping into the manner of her
expression as she reached the heart of her subject. “If you are not
there, then he will be content with me, I can talk to him. I can make
him understand by degrees. There! I suppose you think this is very
unwomanly of me. It is unwomanly, it is despicable. I should detest
another woman who did it. But I don’t care--I want him so much. I love
him better than life,” she cried, with a little burst of passion. “I
shall die if he does not care for me--not as I care for him, of
course, but just a little--and more afterwards.”
I leaned over and rested my hand upon hers. I felt a sudden kindness
toward her. I don’t know what instinct made me promise--I suppose it
was pity. There was something so pathetic in her intense earnestness.
“Yes, I will do what you wish,” I said, softly; “but----”
“But what? Are you making conditions?”
I shook my head.
“I make no conditions. Only I wanted to say this to you. Do you think
it is wise to let yourself care so much for any one who after all may
not care for you at all? It is like staking one’s whole happiness upon
a chance. It is a terrible risk.”
She smiled at me faintly, and shook her head.
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