The Yellow House; Master of MenOppenheim, E. Phillips (Edward Phillips)
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The Yellow House; Master of Men
Oppenheim, E. Phillips (Edward Phillips)
Detective and mystery stories; England -- Fiction
“We heard on Wednesday. He was leaving London that afternoon for the
South Coast. He wrote very cheerfully, and said he felt better
already.”
“I am glad,” she said, softly.
Then we were silent for a few moments. There was so much that we
could both have said.
“Mr. Deville has been here inquiring for you,” she said. “You have
been invisible, he said. Have you been unwell?”
I shook my head. I wanted much to have told her of Olive Berdenstein’s
visit to me, and of my compact with her. For a moment I hesitated.
She noticed it, and doubtless drew her own conclusions.
“There has been nothing particular to keep me in,” I said. “I simply
felt that I wished to see no one. Don’t you feel like that sometimes?”
“Very often,” she assented. “I think the desire for solitude is common
to all of us at times.”
Then we were silent again. I knew quite well what she was waiting for
from me, yet I was silent and troubled. Almost I wished that I had not
come.
“You have thought over what I told you when you were here,” she said,
softly. “You have thought of it, of course.”
“Yes,” I answered. “How could I help it--how could I think of anything
else?”
“You have remembered that you are my daughter,” she added, with a
little quiver in her tone.
“Yes.”
I kept my eyes upon the carpet; she sighed.
“You are very hard,” she said--”very hard.”
“I do not think so,” I answered. “I do not wish to be. It is not I who
have made myself; I cannot control my instincts. I do not wish to say
anything to you unless it comes from my heart.”
“You are my daughter,” she murmured, softly.
“It is true,” I answered; “yet consider that I have only known it a
few days. Do you think that I can feel--like that--towards you so
soon? It is impossible. A few weeks ago we were strangers. I cannot
forget that.”
She winced a little at the word, but I repeated it.
“It may seem an odd thing to say, but so far at any rate as I was
concerned, we were strangers. I do feel--differently towards you now
of course. In time the rest will come, no doubt, but I should only be
a hypocrite if I pretended more at present, you must see that; and,” I
continued, with a shade of bitterness in my tone, “there is the
shame. One cannot forget that all at once.”
She shrank back as though I had struck her a blow across the
face. Unwittingly I knew that I had wounded her deeply. But how could
I help it?
“The shame,” she repeated in a low tone--”ay, the shame. That seems an
odd word for me to hear. But it is a true one. I must learn to bear
it. There is the shame! Oh, God! this is my punishment.”
“You cannot deny it,” I said. “How could you ever have thought of it
in any other way? You deliberately chose to live with my father
without marrying him. By your own admission there was not the faintest
obstacle to your marriage. You had the satisfaction of living up to
your theories, I have to pay the penalty.”
She bowed her head.
“It is true,” she said.
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