“No,” she answered, “it was my fault. I’m a proud devil, Robin, and
what you said about Hartley and ... and ... other women, Robin, hurt
and ... and made me angry. No, no, don’t apologize again. You and I are
old enough friends, my dear, to tell one another the truth. You made me
angry because what you said was true. I _was_ selling myself, selling
myself with my eyes open, too, and you’ve got a perfect right never to
speak to me again ...”
She did not finish the sentence but broke off. Her voice died away
quaveringly. Robin took her hand in his.
“Dear,” he said, “don’t cry! It’s over and done with now ...”
Mary shook herself with an angry gesture.
“What’s the good of telling me not to cry?” she protested tearfully;
“I’ve disgraced myself in my own eyes as well as in yours. If you can’t
forget what I was ready to do, I never shall ...”
Very gently the young man turned the girl towards him.
“I’m not such a prig as all that,” he said. “We all make mistakes. You
know I understand the position you were in. Parrish is dead. I shall
forget the rest ...”
Slowly the girl withdrew her hands from his grasp.
“Yes,” she said wearily, “you will find it easy to forget!”
She drew her fur closer about her neck and turned her back on the sea.
“I must go down,” she said. And waited for the man to stand aside. He
did not move and their eyes met. Suddenly, like a child, she buried her
face in her arm flung out across his chest. She began to sob bitterly.
“That afternoon ... in the billiard-room ...” she sobbed, “you will
forget ... that ... too ... I suppose ...”
Robin took her face in his hands, a hot, tear-stained face, and
detached it from the sheltering arm.
“My dear,” he said, “I shall have to try to forget it. But I know I
shan’t succeed. To the end of my life I shall remember the kiss you
gave me. But we are farther apart than ever now!”
There was a great sadness in his voice. It arrested the girl’s
attention as he dropped his hands and turned back to the rail.
“Why?” she said in a low voice, without looking up.
“Because,” replied the young man steadily, “you’re rich now, Mary ...”
The girl looked up quickly.
“Will men ever understand women?” she cried, a new note in her voice.
She stepped forward and, putting her two hands on the young man’s
shoulders, swung him round to face her.
“I’m as poor as ever I was,” she said, “for Hartley Parrish’s money is
not for me ...”
“Mary!” exclaimed the young man joyfully.
“Robin Greve,” cried the girl, “do you mean to tell me you’d stand
there thinking I’d accept money made like that ...”
But now she was in his arms. With a little fluttering sigh she yielded
to his kiss.
“Oh, the man on the bridge!...” she murmured with her woman’s instinct
for the conventions.
“Come behind the boat, then!” commanded Robin.
And in the shadow of a weather-stained davit he kissed her again.
“So you’ll wait for me, after all, Mary?”
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