Jews -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction
_“Christine: Just learned I have just learned that to-morrow morning
that you are going to be married to-morrow morning. Please read this
note through. There is nothing in it which will harm you to read. It is
essential to my peace of mind that, before you are married, I should say
something to you, see you and say something, five words, which it will
not take me take five minutes for me to say, and which it will harm no
one for you to hear, neither you, nor your future husband, but will be a
great mercy to me. In mercy, in common pity to a suffering human being,
I beg of you, let me see you, and say this to you. In mercy to one who
is suffering all the agony of hell in life, which I know I deserve, only
that does not make it any easier to bear, in mercy, give me a chance
to speak with you. I don't come to your house, because it would not do,
would not be fair to you, for if he should see me there, it would be
unpleasant for you. So, at once, as soon as you receive this, come to
the rock among the pines in Central Park, and give me five minutes'
speech with you. It will be as great a mercy as if you were to give a
cup of water to a man dying tortured by thirst. I promise to say nothing
which it will be wrong for you to hear, or for me to say. Don't be
afraid of me. I shall never hurt you any more, I shall not try to
dissuade you from marrying him. On the contrary, marry him, and be
happy, if you can. Any thing so long as you are happy. I dare say he
will make you happy. I pray God that he may. Only, for pity's sake, you
who have a kind and pitiful heart, for pity's sake, in mercy to me, for
the sake of the love that was between us, Christine, grant me this one
request, which will harm no living man or woman, neither him nor you,
nor my wife, and come to the rock among the pines in Central Park. I
shall be willing to die after I have seen you and spoken to you. God!
I would rather die now than have you refuse. Come at once. I shall go
there right away, immediately, and I shall wait there until you come.
My soul is burning up with something which I must say to you, which you
must let me say to you, Christine, and you can not be so hard, so cruel,
as not to come, you who have such a tender, kind heart, Christine. My
agony is so great, and you can relieve it so easily, by simply coming
for five minutes. Look, you are going to give him your whole life--years
and years. Can't you give me five minutes? He can afford to let me have
five minutes, he who is going to have years and years. Come. It is the
only favor I shall ever ask of you. My head is so confused, queer, as
though all my wits were scattered, I don't know how to put it so as to
move you to come. I seem to have it on the tip of my tongue, the thing
to say that will persuade you, and then when I try to grasp it, and
write it down, it is gone. If you understood why and how much I want you
to come, I know you would come. I do not believe that you can be so hard
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