Jews -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction
Next instant, hope inflaming him: “She _will_ come. I know she will.
She has a kind and tender heart. She can't find it in her to refuse. She
will come; and she will let me tell her how I love her, and how I have
suffered; and she will soften toward me, and forgive me. And perhaps her
love for me will come back--and overpower her--and make her forget every
thing else--and then--she--perhaps--oh, merciful God! if--if she should
consent!”
Thus he alternated between hell and heaven.
If he had been enabled to penetrate but a very little way into the
future, I suspect, his thoughts and his emotions would have been of a
quite different order.
“I must have been here at least an hour by this time,” he said. “It must
be almost time for her to get here.”
With stiffened fingers he drew out his watch.
Having looked at it: “Yes; she may get here any minute now.” Oh, how the
prospect made his heart throb! “She may be not further than a few yards
away.--Ah!--Hark! I--I hear a footstep. I swear, I hear a footstep. Is
it she? It comes down the path in this direction. God--God grant that it
is she. Nearer--nearer--nearer----”
What was this? Bending forward, every muscle strained, every nerve on
tension, to follow the footstep that he seemed to hear--suddenly his
voice failed him, and expired in a low, guttural murmur; suddenly a
dreadful spasm contracted all his features; his face flushed scarlet,
then paled as white as marble; his arm flew up into the air, the fingers
clutching at emptiness; foam flecked his lips; a groan burst from his
throat; he tottered; he fell headlong to the earth; a brief, horrible
convulsion, a protracted shudder; and he lay there, rigid, immobile, as
if dead.
The footstep that he had heard passed on into silence.
The pine-trees that sheltered the rock, screened him from sight. This he
had used to account one of the chief advantages of the spot. Was it an
advantage now? Perhaps so; but he would be very bold indeed, who should
dare to say yes for certain.
The cold settled down upon him, and wrapped him in its stony embrace.
The afternoon wore away. The daylight faded into twilight, the twilight
into night. And still Elias lay there, alone with the deadly cold.
In the Bacharach house, on Stuyvesant Square, the family were at dinner,
with Elias for their topic. Where was he now, and what doing? they
wondered. Enjoying himself, they hoped.
By and by the moon came up, and wove a silvery garment about him. The
next day's sun came up, and bathed him in fire, and arrayed him in
cloth-of-gold. The sun soared higher and higher. In the distance a
church clock struck eleven. She was being married now, probably. Elias
did not stir.
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