Jews -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction
“That obstreperous old man who was to have been your father-in-law,
has called twice,” said the rabbi; “and he is coming again at five
o'clock.”
It was in the afternoon of the following day. Elias had just waked up.
The rabbi was seated upon the foot of Elias's bed.
“What did he want?” Elias asked.
“Oh, he called to inquire about you--about how you were feeling.”
“And you told him?”
“That you were asleep.”
“Is that all?”
“What else?”
“I didn't know but you might have told him of my--my change of heart.”
“No. I thought it better that he should hear of that from your own
lips.”
“Why?”
“Several reasons. Chiefly, because then he can have no doubt about it.
You can make him understand that it is assured and irrevocable. If I
were to speak with him he might doubt my word, or suspect that I had
been influencing you. He seems to be something of a fire-eater.”
“Well, I dare say you are right. But it will be very hard.”
“It will, undoubtedly. But there's no help for it. It's an unavoidable
nuisance. Once over and done with it, you'll feel immensely relieved.”
“It is strange,” said Elias, “how completely my affection for her seems
to have been destroyed. Here, a little while ago, it was, and for many
months had been, the ruling passion, the single aim and purpose of my
life. I thought of nothing else, felt nothing else, cared for nothing
else, all day long, every day. And now, it seems to have been utterly
wiped out and obliterated, without even leaving a trace behind it--just
as you blow out a candle, and the flame vanishes. I can think of her
without any emotion of any kind. If I had never known her, if she had
never been more than a passing acquaintance, my indifference could not
be greater. This is very strange, isn't it?”
“No, Elias, not strange at all. You must remember that it is the act
of the Lord. As you said this morning, the Lord has struck your passion
dead in your heart. He has purified your heart with fire, and restored
to it the cleanliness it had before this woman crossed your path, and
tempted you. The truth is, you never really _loved_ her at all. She
exerted a certain baleful fascination over you--a fascination which the
breath of the Lord has dissipated, just as the breath of the morning
dissipates the miasms that have gathered over night.”
“I suppose--I suppose it will be a heavy blow for her. She loves me. She
will suffer terribly.”
“Oh, you mustn't think of that. That isn't your affair. The Lord has
used her as His instrument. Now that her usefulness has ceased, the Lord
will dispose of her as He deems wisest.”
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