Great Britain -- History -- Tudors, 1485-1603 -- Fiction; Historical fiction
"Tell me truly, ah gentle lording and my son, what it was that befell
you. So I may the better judge."
And when the monk heard first how the young man had watched his harness
within the chapel, that alone seemed to him a proof of a midsummer
madness such as a reasonable confessor should have persuaded him
against. And he gained in this conviction the more when he heard how
Behemoth, Leviathan, Mahound, Helen of Troy, the Witch of Endor and
Syrians in strange robes had visited the young man and had tempted him
there in the darkness. All these things were strange to the good and
simple monk whose knowledge of sorceries ended at crooked old women and
the White Lady of Spindleston. He knew not more than half the names of
the Young Lovell’s hobgoblins.
Then he marked how the young man spoke of a woman’s face that looked in
on him in the chapel and seemed to tempt him, and the monk considered
that that might happen to any man, for had he not, a minute gone, seen a
woman, fair enough to tempt any man to follow her, looking into his
cell. For he remembered her as the fairest woman he had ever seen, with
dark and serious eyes; though she smiled mockingly too, which was what,
in the life of this world, this monk had asked of women. And he had yet
to learn that the desire to follow after a fair woman was, in a gallant
lording, any mortal sin, else Hell must be fuller than the kind Lord
Jesus would have it Who died to save us therefrom.
Thus all things hardened this monk in the conceit that the Young Lovell
suffered more from over fasting than from any cardinal sin, and when it
came to the story of the very fair woman sitting upon a white horse
amidmost of doves and sparrows and great bright flowers, though it gave
him some pause to think that this had lasted for ninety days, yet it
abashed him very little.
Then the Young Lovell was done with his tale. The monk asked him first
of all:
"Now tell me truly, my gentle son; how can you tell this lady from one
of the kind saints or from the angelic host?"
"In truth I could not tell you that," the young lording said, "it is
only that I know it."
"And if you spake no word with her," the monk asked further, "how may
you know that her thoughts were wicked? Had you not fasted long? Had
you dwelt especially upon lewd thoughts before that time? Should you
not have been, if any poor mortal may be, in a degree of as much grace
as we may attain to?"
"It is true," the Young Lovell said, "that I had done my best, but we
are all so black with sin as against any true and perfect knights...."
The monk would not let him finish this speech.
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