Boarding schools -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Medical students -- Fiction
“But I don’t, father. I thought we were going to be such tremendous
pals, and honestly there isn’t much to be pals on if you aren’t ever
personal. We ought to talk about everything. We oughtn’t to hide
anything. I don’t see much fun in it if I have to do all the telling and
you don’t give anything in return. It isn’t fair.”
“But, my dear boy,” said Mr. Ingleby, with a nervous laugh, “you seem to
neglect the fundamental fact that I’m your father.”
“I don’t see why that should prevent us being honest. I don’t see why it
should prevent you from trusting me—”
“I do trust you, Eddie.”
“Then that’s all right; so you needn’t wait up for me again.”
Thus the matter was settled, at any rate on the surface, though Edwin was
always conscious on the morning after his late arrivals of an anxious
scrutiny on his father’s part.
“He doesn’t really trust me,” he thought, and this conviction made him
more anxious than ever to be really intimate with his father, to make him
share, as much as possible, the life that he was living in North
Bromwich. It made him talk deliberately of the men who were his friends,
and the work that he was doing, explaining with the greatest freedom the
domestic difficulties of W.G., and the worldly accomplishments of Maskew:
and this frankness gave him confidence until he discovered that such
revelations only ended by arousing his father’s suspicions. In Mr.
Ingleby’s mind it was evident that the sterling qualities of W.G., as
recited by Edwin, were of less importance than his potentialities as an
agent in Edwin’s corruption. “If I’d only given him one side of W.G.,”
thought Edwin, “he’d have been quite happy. If we’re going to be happy,
it would be much better for me to tell him nothing that his imagination
can work on.”
He found himself travelling round the old vicious circle that appeared to
be the inevitable result of being honest with himself. There must, after
all, be something in the fundamental fact that Mr. Ingleby was his
father. Ridiculous though it might seem, the ideal relation between
father and son was evidently impossible. “Well,” he said with a sigh,
“it isn’t my fault. I’ve done my best.”
The whole artificiality of their relation only dawned on him when he
mentioned to his father one evening that he had met Griffin and told him
that his old enemy turned out to be a nephew of Sir Joseph Astill. “I’m
glad to hear of it,” said Mr. Ingleby. “I hope you’ll continue to be
friends. Sir Joseph Astill is a very distinguished man.” Edwin didn’t
see what that had to do with it; but he resisted the temptation of
telling his father that Griffin was a distinctly bad egg, and that in
comparison with him W.G., with his herculean passions, was indeed a
paragon of knightly virtues. If it pleased his father to invest Griffin
with his uncle’s reflected glory, why shouldn’t he do so? And Edwin held
his tongue.
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