Boarding schools -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Medical students -- Fiction
“On Thursday,” he would say, “I took Mary Loraine to lunch at the Grand
Midland, and she said . . .” or “I saw Tommy Fane in his dressing-room
the other night, and he said: ‘Look here, old boy. . . ’” Apparently all
Griffin’s theatrical friends called him “old boy.” The effect of these
narrations on Griffin would be so exhausting that he found it necessary
to order more whisky all round. The manager himself would bring it in; a
brilliant gentleman named Juniper with red baggy cheeks the laxness of
which was compensated by a waxed moustache that stuck out on either side
as if a skewer had transfixed them. To Griffin this magnificent creature
was most decorous; for the White Horse was one of Astill’s houses, and
Griffin had taken the trouble to inform him that the great Sir Joseph was
his uncle. In spite of, rather than as a result of these meetings, the
panto-night arranged itself. The date was fixed, the bouquets and
presents purchased, the announcements in the papers that warned any
patrons of pantomime that on this particular night they could not hope to
see a normal performance, inserted. Griffin, in the Common Room, became
a centre of feverish importance, and even Edwin, in spite of the
superciliousness of Martin, and the rough chaff of W.G., caught a little
of the reflected glamour.
Edwin now had to face the ordeal of announcing the approach of
panto-night to his father. If he were to see the thing through, as was
his duty as a member of the committee, it would be quite impossible for
him to catch the last train to Halesby, which left North Bromwich at
nine-thirty, except on Thursday and Saturday night. Mr. Ingleby,
hearing, saw the pit gaping beneath Edwin’s feet. “You didn’t mention
this to me before. . . . I suppose you have had to spend quite a lot of
time at these committee meetings? I think it was rather unwise of you to
undertake it in your first year. . . . There’s only four months before
your examination.”
“Oh, I think the exam. will be all right,” said Edwin airily.
“I don’t like to hear you speak like that, Edwin,” said his father.
“Over-confidence is a dangerous thing.”
“But it wouldn’t be any better pretending that I didn’t think it was all
right, surely?”
“Well, humility is a great virtue.”
“Not any greater than honesty.”
“It’s all very well to talk about honesty; but it would have been more
honest, wouldn’t it, if you’d told me that”—he hesitated—“this was going
on?”
“There you are. . . . That’s the whole point. If I told you everything
you wouldn’t sleep for imagining things that hadn’t happened. It’s the
thing that’s worried me ever since I was at school. If you’re absolutely
honest with other people, life simply isn’t worth living, because they
don’t understand it. It isn’t done. I’ve come to the conclusion,
father, that the only thing that really matters is to be honest with
yourself.”
“If you can trust yourself—”
“Well, I think I can. . . . And I wish you’d believe in it.”
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