Boarding schools -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Medical students -- Fiction
Edwin could see that the question of expense was troubling his father’s
mind. He wished to goodness he would say so outright, instead of looking
vaguely distressed. It would be so much more satisfactory. As it was,
he could only feel indefinitely in the wrong, as if the dance were a
piece of reckless and inexcusable levity in which he had no right to take
a part. The dress suit, the acquisition of which had been anticipated
with some satisfaction, now appeared to him in the terms of an
accumulation of small change hardly earned in his father’s dusty shop: as
the outcome of pennyworths of Epsom Salts, sticks of liquorice, or
teething powders. It was humiliating, and even distressing to realise
that every single comfort or luxury that he enjoyed—even the prime
necessities of life, had to be accumulated, literally scraped together
from this incredibly humble source and by the personal exertions of this
simple and pathetic person. With these conditions in his mind he could
not bear accepting money from his father, the weight of his obligation
was so overwhelming. Now he found it difficult to face the idea of a
tailor’s bill that might represent the profit on at least three days of
small trading in the shop.
“I don’t think I’d better go, father,” he said.
“It would be rather ungracious if you didn’t, Edwin,” his father replied.
“It was extremely kind of the Willises to ask you. I think you’d better
go and be measured to-morrow by Mr. Jones.”
The idea of a Halesby tailor’s cut was not inspiring and made Edwin
inclined to press his refusal; but Mr. Ingleby went on to explain that
Mr. Jones owed him a bill that he had begun to look upon as a bad debt,
and that Edwin’s dress suit would be a way of working it off. This
circumstance made the order less shameful, except in so far as it applied
to the hateful penury of Mr. Jones, whom Edwin remembered as a man with a
beard, as shabbily unlike a tailor’s dummy as it was possible for a man
to be. The occurrence was unfortunate in another way; for such an
addition to his wardrobe would almost certainly scotch the idea of asking
for a dress allowance, a plan which had been maturing in his brain for
some months and only needed a callous frame of mind for its performance.
Next evening, however, he went to see Mr. Jones, who measured him
obsequiously, and assured him that in the happy days before he was his
own master, he had actually cut morning-coats for Sir Joseph Astill, a
gentleman who was very difficult to fit on account of a slight . . . er . . .
fullness in the figure. Edwin, primed by the observations of The
Major in _To-Day_, was able to tell Mr. Jones exactly what he wanted, and
Mr. Jones’s manner, when he rubbed his hands over Edwin’s instructions,
did not suggest for a moment the fact of which Edwin was all the time
aware: that this was not a _bona-fide_ order, but a rather shabby way of
making him pay a bill that he had scamped for a couple of years.
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