Boarding schools -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Medical students -- Fiction
And in Edwin’s eyes these, too, were wonderful people. At first he had
taken them more or less for granted; but gradually he realised the
tremendous sacrifices that their life implied: the long hours: the
unceasing strain of keeping their temper: the clean, efficient
materialism for which they must have sacrificed so much of the obvious
beauty of life, committing themselves—for most of them were
middle-aged—to an abnegation of the privileges of marriage and motherhood
in a cloistral seclusion as complete as that imposed on the useless
devotee of some mystical religion. He took it for granted that the life
of a nun was useless to any one except herself. . . . Well, this was a
religion worth some sacrifice: the religion of humanity. They themselves
would only have called it a profession. At first it had seemed to him
that their interests were narrow and their lives, of necessity, mean. He
had been astonished at the small things that gave them pleasure: a bunch
of primroses from a grateful patient; a ride on the top of a bus; a word
of commendation from one of the consulting staff; a house-surgeon’s or
even a student’s compliment; and, above all, the passionate attachments
and enmities that made up the life of the nunnery in which they lived:
but in the end he began to sympathise with them in the humility of their
pleasures, to feel that anything might be forgiven to creatures who had
made so great a sacrifice. In a mild way he idealised them; and for this
reason they decided that he was “quite a nice boy.”
III
In the winter of his third year Edwin’s newly formulated enthusiasm for
humanity in the bulk suffered something of a check. The hospital
absorbed him so completely that in those days he saw very little of the
city, going to and from his lectures and his work in the Pathological
Laboratory at the University without taking any real share in the life of
North Bromwich, or being aware of the passions and interests that swayed
the city’s heart. Coming down from the hospital, one evening in
December, he suddenly became conscious of a constriction in the traffic
which grew more acute as it reached the narrows that debouch upon the
open space in front of the town hall; and while he was wondering what
could be the cause of this, a huge rumour of voices, not unlike that
which proceeds from a Midland football crowd when it disapproves of a
referee, but deeper and more malignant, reached his ears.
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