Boarding schools -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Medical students -- Fiction
He found a cheap bed-sitting-room in a quiet street at the back of the
University buildings. Here, and in the museums, he would be able to put
in a week of intensive cramming. He found that he couldn’t do it. He
had reckoned without the unreasonable quantity of Rosie. The first night
on which he settled down to read in his new lodging the thought of her
would not let him rest. It was ridiculous. What he wanted was a hard
walk. He would go up to Alvaston and rout Boyce out of his study for a
tramp in the moonlight towards Southfield Beeches. He would apologise to
Boyce for his bearishness during the last few days. Hadn’t they assured
each other on one of their ambrosial evenings at Overton more than a year
ago, that the friendship of two men was a more precious and lasting
experience than anything that the love of a woman could give? The whole
thing was just the result of physical staleness: a symptom of the
monotonous fatigue of the last year. He was going to get rid of it at
all costs. He turned out the gas and went downstairs.
It was a discouraging night. A soft winter drizzle had set in from the
West, and in the jaded Halesby Road nebulous street lamps were reflected
in a layer of black slime that covered the wood-pavement. The shop
windows were misted with rain, and the few people who had ventured out
into the street trod carefully as though they were afraid of slipping. A
brutal night if ever there was one. Plodding up the street with the rain
in his face he found that he was passing the end of Prince Albert’s
Place. He passed it by twenty paces, and then, almost against his will,
turned round again. It was no good. There she was, for certain, within
forty yards of him. If he were to walk along the road on the opposite
side under the blank walls of the warehouses, he would be able to see the
very room that held her exquisiteness. He did so. There was a light in
the front room of the lower story, but the blinds were down, and he could
not see any one inside. He crossed the road boldly and stood for a
moment on the doorstep. It gave him a peculiar stab of happiness to feel
so near her. He railed against the combination of shyness and convention
that held him; for if he were to do the thing that was reasonable and
downright, he would have walked straight into the house and told her the
thousand things that choked his heart—he would have kissed her soft hands
and gazed into her shy, adorable eyes. Yes, he would have kissed her
eyes too. No doubt it would rather have taken the mother’s breath away.
Probably Rosie had never given him another thought since he left her on
the doorstep. That was the funny part of it. He laughed at himself, and
the sound of his laugh must somehow have penetrated the hall, for the
black and tan terrier barked shrilly. “Really, I’m off my head, you
know,” he said to himself, and wandered off again into the wet streets,
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