Boarding schools -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Medical students -- Fiction
It was the most natural thing in the world, he reflected, that Griffin
should know the Beaucaires, for Griffin was constantly in touch with
theatrical people. It was even natural that Griffin, knowing her, should
take Rosie to the Grand Midland. It was the obvious thing to do if you
had money to spend, as Griffin had. It would be just like the irony of
fate, he reflected, if Griffin should afflict him with unhappiness in
this case as he had done in so many others. He remembered the bitter
sufferings of those early days at St. Luke’s that Widdup had so clearly
recalled. He remembered Dorothy Powys and the dance at Mawne: his
suspicions, his agonised resentment. Even more darkly there came to him
the memory of a voice in Dr. Harris’s surgery, a conviction, never yet
established, that Griffin had no right to know any woman. This
reflection, he knew, implied a doubt of Rosie’s innocence: an imputation
that he could not possibly admit. And yet . . . and yet . . . He
remembered the warning that Bertie Flood had given him in his dressing
room. He remembered the visitor in the black coat four days before. His
mind was in hell.
In this purgatory of doubt and horror, he lived for the rest of the week.
In the daytime the progress of the examination engrossed him, but at
night he always found himself hanging about the darkness of Prince
Albert’s Place, hoping against hope, that his suspicions were unfounded,
not daring to put them to the test, lest they should be confirmed.
On Friday night, when the last of his medical ordeals was over, he went
straight to Number Ten. It was a wonderful moment. Now, with a clear
conscience he might see her again; now, once more, he could know the
ecstasy of her kisses and forget the ungenerous nightmare in which he had
lived through the later stages of the exam. He approached the dirty
doorway with his heart beating wildly. At first his ring was unanswered,
but a little later the landlady came to the door with a red, suspicious
face, opening it jealously, as though she feared to let him in.
He inquired for Miss Beaucaire. Miss Beaucaire was out. Did the woman
know when she was expected to return? She hadn’t the least idea. Was
Mrs. Beaucaire in, then? Mrs. Beaucaire was in, but invisible. Mrs.
Beaucaire had one of her headaches. Edwin suggested that he should wait
in their room. Impossible. Mrs. Beaucaire was lying down there. He
hung upon the doorstep as if he were waiting at the gates of paradise.
At last the landlady took it upon herself to close the door.
She must have thought he was mad. Perhaps he was mad. . . .
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