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And yet, when he sat opposite to Aunt Laura in the Halesby train, and
examined her more closely, he could see for himself that the strain of
the last few days had somehow chastened her—she seemed to have lost some
of her florid assurance, and her eyes looked as if she had been crying.
She even seemed to have shrunk a little. And this made matters worse,
for it seemed to him that the very thing which had obliterated what he
most disliked in her had also accentuated the family likeness. All the
time, beneath this face, which he distrusted, he could see a faint and
tantalising resemblance to the other face that he adored. If any one had
suggested to him that Aunt Laura was in any way like his mother, he would
have denied it indignantly; but the likeness was there, a curious,
torturing likeness of feature. He didn’t know then what in after years
he was to realise time after time: that grief has a way of suppressing
individual characteristics and reducing the faces of a whole suffering
family to their original type after the manner of a composite photograph.
It was tantalising, and so harrowing that he dared not look at her any
longer.
At Halesby they walked up from the station together almost without
speaking. The little house on the edge of the country wore a strangely
tragic air. Downstairs all was quiet. After the big echoing rooms at
St. Luke’s it seemed ridiculously small. Nobody inhabited the rooms, and
the soft carpet created a curious hushed atmosphere in which it seemed
sacrilege to speak in anything but a whisper. Aunt Laura took off her
hat and veil.
“I’d better carry my bag upstairs,” said Edwin. He felt somehow, that in
his little old room he could be happier. He could even, if he wanted to,
throw himself on the bed and give way to the tears which were bound to
come.
“No . . . you’d better wait here,” said Aunt Laura. “Your father is
sleeping in your room. You see it wouldn’t do for him to be in hers.
He’s been there for three nights. And I’m in the spare room. I think
you’re going to sleep over at Mrs. Barrow’s.”
Edwin flamed with jealousy. What was Aunt Laura doing in the house?
She, above all people, had no right to be there.
“But I could sleep on the sofa in the drawing-room,” he said.
“You mustn’t make difficulties, Eddie. It’s all arranged. The
specialist has been out this afternoon to see her with Dr. Moorhouse. He
may be upstairs now.”
“But I can’t, I can’t be so far away. I ought to be here. She would
like me to be here.”
“Eddie, dear . . . do be a good boy. Here comes your father.”
And his father came. Strangely, strangely old and worn he looked in the
shabby alpaca coat. Edwin had never realised that he could be so
pathetic. He smiled at Edwin, a smile that was unutterably painful.
“Eddie . . . my boy,” he said, and kissed him, “I’m glad you’ve come. . . .
She was anxious for you to come. . . .”
“Oh, father. . . .”
“We must all be brave, Eddie.” Again that terrible smile.
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