The Younger SetChambers, Robert W. (Robert William)
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The Younger Set
Chambers, Robert W. (Robert William)
Fiction
"There remains," he observed, "but one way for you and I ever to marry
anybody. And as I'm _hors de concours_, even that hope is ended."
She flushed; her lips parted, but she checked what she had meant to say,
and they walked forward together in silence for a while until she had
made up her mind what to say and how to express it:
"Captain Selwyn, there are two things that you do which seem to me
unfair. You still have, at times, that far-away, absent expression which
excludes me; and when I venture to break the silence, you have a way of
answering, 'Yes, child,' and 'No, child'--as though you were
inattentive, and I had not yet become an adult. _That_ is my first
complaint! . . . _What_ are you laughing at? It is true; and it confuses
and hurts me; because I _know_ I am intelligent enough and old enough
to--to be treated as a woman!--a woman attractive enough to be reckoned
with! But I never seem to be wholly so to you."
The laugh died out as she ended; for a moment they stood there,
confronting one another.
"Do you imagine," he said in a low voice, "that I do not know all that?"
"I don't know whether you do. For all your friendship--for all your
liking and your kindness to me--somehow--I--I don't seem to stand with
you as other women do; I don't seem to stand their chances."
"What chances?"
"The--the consideration; you don't call any other woman 'child,' do you?
You don't constantly remind other women of the difference in your ages,
do you? You don't _feel_ with other women that you are--as you please to
call it--_hors de concours_--out of the running. And somehow, with me,
it humiliates. Because even if I--if I am the sort of a girl who never
means to marry, you--your attitude seems to take away the possibility of
my changing my mind; it dictates to me, giving me no choice, no liberty,
no personal freedom in the matter. . . . It's as though you considered
me somehow utterly out of the question--radically unthinkable as a
woman. And you assume to take for granted that I also regard you as--as
_hors de concours_. . . . Those are my grievances, Captain Selwyn. . . .
And I _don't_ regard you so. And I--and it troubles me to be
excluded--to be found wanting, inadequate in anything that a woman
should be. I know that you and I have no desire to marry each
other--but--but please don't make the reason for it either your age or
my physical immaturity or intellectual inexperience."
Another of those weather-stained seats of Georgia marble stood embedded
under the trees near where she had halted; and she seated herself,
outwardly composed, and inwardly a little frightened at what she had
said.
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