Elated with his transformation, he immediately trekked back to an
earlier master and presented a verse for approval. The master, however,
was not impressed.
_The Master, holding my verse up in his left hand, said to me: "This
verse is what you have learned from study. Now show me what your
intuition has to say," and he held out his right hand.
I replied: "If there were something intuitive that I could show you,
I'd vomit it out," and I made a gagging sound.
The Master said: "How do you understand Chao-chou's _Mu_?"
I replied: "What sort of place does _Mu _have that one can attach arms
and legs to it?"
The Master twisted my nose with his fingers and said: "Here's some
place to attach arms and legs." I was nonplussed and the Master gave a
hearty laugh.4
_
Again and again he tried to extract a seal from this master, but always
in vain. One of these fruitless exchanges even left him lying in a mud
puddle.
_One evening the Master sat cooling himself on the veranda. Again I
brought him a verse I had written. "Delusions and fancies," the Master
said. I shouted his words back at him in a loud voice, whereupon the
Master seized me and rained twenty or thirty blows with his fists on
me, and then pushed me off the veranda.
This was on the fourth day of the fifth month after a long spell of
rain. I lay stretched out in the mud as though dead, scarcely breathing
and almost unconscious. I could not move; meanwhile the Master sat on
the veranda roaring with laughter.5
_
He finally despaired of receiving the seal of enlightenment from this
teacher, although he did have further spiritual experiences under the
man's rigorous guidance--experiences Hakuin interpreted, perhaps
rightly, as _satori_. Feeling wanderlust he again took to the road,
everywhere experiencing increasingly deep _satori_. In southern Ise he
was enlightened when suddenly swamped in a downpour. Near Osaka he was
further enlightened one evening in a temple monks' hall by the sound of
falling snow. In Gifu prefecture he had an even deeper experience
during walking meditation in a monks' hall. He also had a mental and
physical collapse about this time, no doubt resulting from the strain
of his intensive asceticism. After his father's death in 1716, he
studied in Kyoto for a time, but the next year he returned to the
Shoin-ji temple near his original home at Hara. Weary of life at
thirty-two, he still was undecided about his future. Back at the temple
where he had started, he no longer had any idea of what to do. Then a
revelation appeared:
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