Very early, that long ago Christmas morning, the boy went over to the
little girl's house; for his happiness would not be complete until he
could share it with her. And the man, who, alone in his bachelor room
that Christmas eve, dreamed of his Yesterdays, saw again, with
startling clearness, his boyhood mate as she stood in the doorway
greeting him with shouts of, "Merry Christmas," as he went toward her
through the snow; and the heart of the man beat quicker at the lovely
vision--even as the heart of the boy--for she held, close in her
little mother arms, the new addition to her family of dolls--his gift.
The lonely man, that night, realized, as he had never realized before,
how full, at that moment, was the cup of the boy's proud happiness. He
realized and understood.
I wonder--do you, also, understand?
In the still house, the big clock in the lower hall struck the hour.
The man in his lonely room listened, counting the
strokes--nine--ten--eleven--twelve.
It was Christmas.
* * * * *
And the woman, also, when she had passed safely through her trial,
looked out upon Life from a point higher than she had ever reached
before. Never before had Life, to her, looked so wide.
But the woman did not feel stronger after the crisis through which she
had passed; she felt, more keenly than before, her weakness. More than
ever, she felt the need of a strength that she could not find within
herself. More than ever, she was afraid of the Life, that, from where
she now stood, seemed so wide. Nor did she feel a kinship with all
Life. She stood on higher ground, indeed, but the wideness of the
view, to her, only emphasized her loneliness. She sadly felt herself
as one apart--as one denied the right of fellowship. More keenly than
ever before, she felt, in the heart of her womanhood, the humiliation
of the life that sets a price upon the things of womanhood while it
refuses to recognize womanhood itself. More than ever, in her woman
heart, she was ashamed. Neither could she feel that she was doing her
part in Life--that she was taking her place--that she was a link
joining the ages of the past to the ages that would come. She felt
herself, rather, a parasite, attached to Life--not a part of--not
belonging to--but feeding upon.
This woman who knew herself to be a woman saw, more clearly than ever
before, that one thing, only, could give her full fellowship with the
race. She saw that one thing, only, could make her a link between the
ages that were gone and the ages that were to come. That one thing,
only, could satisfy her woman heart--could make her feel that she was
not alone.
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