It was a beautiful day. But the woman did not at first remember that
it was Christmas. Idly, as one sometimes will when awakening out of a
deep sleep, she looked at the sunshine on the trees and thought that
the day promised to be clear and bright. Then, looking at the clock in
the chubby arms of the fat cupid on the mantle, she noticed the time
with a start of dismay. She must arise at once or she would be late to
her work. Why, she wondered, had not someone called her. Then, a
crumpled sheet of tissue paper and a bit of narrow ribbon on the
floor, near the table, caught her eye and she remembered.
It was Christmas.
The woman dropped back upon her pillow. She need not go to work that
day. She had not been called because it was a holiday. Dully she told
herself again that it was Christmas.
The house was very quiet. There were no bare feet pattering down the
hall to see what Santa Claus had left from his pack. No exulting
shouts had awakened her. In the rooms below, there was no cheerful
litter of toys and games and pop corn and candy and nuts with bits of
string and crumpled paper from hastily opened parcels and shining
scraps of tinsel from the tree. There were no stockings hanging on the
mantle. At breakfast, there would be a few friendly gifts and, later,
the postman would bring letters and cards with the season's greetings.
That was all.
The sun, climbing higher above the tall buildings down town, peeped
through the window and saw the woman lying very still. And the sun
must have thought that the woman was asleep for her eyes were closed
and upon her face there was the wistful smile of a child.
But the woman was not asleep though she was dreaming. She had escaped
from the silent, childless, house and had fled far, far, away to a
land of golden memories. She had gone back into her Yesterdays--to a
Christmas in her Yesterdays.
Once again a little girl, she lived those happy, busy, days of
preparation when she had asked herself a thousand times each day: what
would the boy give her for Christmas? And always, as she wondered, the
little girl had tried not to wish that it would be a doll lest she
should be disappointed. And always she was unable to wish, half so
earnestly, for anything else. Again she spent the hours learning the
song that she was to sing at the church on Christmas eve and wondered,
often, if _he_ would like her new dress that mother was making
for the occasion. And then, as the day drew near, there was that merry
trip to the woods to bring the tree, followed by that afternoon at the
church. The little girl wondered, that night of the entertainment, if
the boy guessed how frightened she was for him lest he forget the
words of his part; or, when she was singing before the crowd of people
that filled the church, did he know that she saw only him? And then
the triumph--the beautiful triumph--of that Christmas morning!
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