What--she asked herself as she thought of the morrow--what, for her,
lay at the farthermost end of that procession of to-morrows? When the
best of her strength was gone with the days and weeks and months and
years--what then? When Death should come for that one who was, in
everything but blood, her mother and who was, now, her only
companion--what then? To be left alone in the world--to go, alone, all
the rest of the journey--this was the horror that Death brought to
her. As she looked, that afternoon, into the years that were to come,
this woman, who knew that she was a woman, and who was still in the
glory and beauty of her young womanhood, felt suddenly old--she felt
as though every day of the sad days just passed had been a year.
And then, at last, from her grief of the present and from her
contemplation of the years that were to come, she turned wearily back
to the long ago. In the loneliness and sorrow of her life she went,
again, hack into her Yesterdays. There was, indeed, no other place for
her to go but back into her Yesterdays. Only in the Yesterdays can one
escape the sadness and loneliness that attend the coming of Death.
Death has little power in the Yesterdays. In childhood life, Death is
not a fact.
Funerals were nothing more than events of surpassing interest in those
days--a subdued, intense, interest that must not be too openly
expressed, it is true, but that nevertheless could not be altogether
suppressed. Absorbed in her play the little girl would hear, suddenly,
the ringing of the bell in the white church across the valley; and it
would ring, not joyously, cheerily, interestingly, as on Sundays but
with sad, solemn, measured, notes, that would fill her childish heart
with hushed excitement. And then--it mattered not where he was or what
he was doing--the little boy would come, rushing with eager haste, to
join her at the front gate where they always watched together for the
procession and strove for the honor of sighting first the long string
of vehicles that would soon appear on one of the four roads leading to
the church. And oh, joy of joys, if it so happened that the procession
came by the way that led past the place where they danced with such
eager impatience!
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