As the dear familiar words of childhood sounded in the lonely bachelor
room, the man felt a queer something grip his heart. Tenderly he laid
the doll upon his big bed and stood for a little looking down upon it;
a half-serious, half-whimsical, expression on his face but in his eyes
a tender light. Then, adjusting his reading lamp, he seated himself
and attempted to busy his strangely disturbed mind with a book. But
the sentences were meaningless. At every period, his eyes turned to
that little figure on the bed, with its too lifelike face and hair and
form while the thoughts of the author he was trying to read were
crowded out by other thoughts that forced themselves upon him with a
persistency and strength that would not be denied.
The weeks following the testing of the man had been to him very
wonderful weeks. He seemed to be living in a new world, or, rather,
for him, the same old world was wonderfully enriched and glorified.
Never had he felt his manhood's strength stirring so within him. Never
had his mind been so alert, his spirit so bold. He moved among men
with a new power that was felt by all who came in touch with him;
though no one knew what it was. He was conscious of a fuller mastery
of his work; a clearer grasp of the world events. As one, climbing in
the mountains, reaches a point higher than he has ever before attained
and gains thus a wider view of the path he has traveled, of the
surrounding country, and of the peak that is the object of his climb
as well, so this man, in his life climb, had reached a higher point
and therefore gained a wider outlook. It is only when men stay in the
lowlands of self interest or abide in the swamps of self indulgence
that their views of life are narrowly circumscribed. Let a man master
himself but once and he stands on higher ground, with wider outlook,
with keener vision, and clearer atmosphere.
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