"Legal!" he droned. "Moral?" And then he laughed his clear tenor
outburst which barely escaped being a giggle. "Dear child, judiciously
speaking, law and lumber and morals and mill-feet don't mix. They
don't mix at all, in this section of the country. If they wanted to
bother their heads with an alibi, they could say it was top of flood,
and they weren't eager to be hung up, just because a brass-buttoned
conductor promised 'em a through express in the morning. They could
say-- But what good would explanations do us, huh, if they sent a half
million logs sky-hootin' into our bridge? It wouldn't save our
construction, would it?"
He wheeled back to Steve, his manner brisk.
"Do we leave that stretch open?" he asked. "Is that the way you have
it figured?"
"I'm afraid we'd better," Steve said.
And from the very deliberation of that reply Garry Devereau realized
how vital was the point which they had been weighing so irresponsibly.
That was as close as they came to anything resembling a discussion of
the change which was growing more and more noticeable in the bearing of
the men at Thirty-Mile. As far as all outward evidence was concerned,
Steve seemed to ignore it utterly, to retreat oftener and oftener
behind his habit of silence which even Fat Joe, after several
unsuccessful, garrulous attempts, gave over trying to penetrate. And
even Garry, who had greater respect for the other man's preoccupation
because he felt that he understood it better, tried also to hide all
evidence of the bitterness which it was re-awakening in him. Yet, at
that, Garry's surmise was erroneous; his conclusion wide of the mark.
For it was not the hunger of his own heart; it was neither intolerance
of restraint nor mental rebellion against the duties which were holding
him so close up-river, that had caused the chief engineer of the East
Coast work to withdraw so completely within himself, although, many
times each day, his eyes did wander toward the south and Morrison.
During that bleak period, as Garry had guessed, Steve's thoughts were
often of Barbara, but they were not sombre thoughts. The very hardness
of his life schooling had taught him too well how little of wisdom
there is in fretting against the day of action, when that day cannot be
hurried nor controlled. Steadfastedly he refused to let himself brood.
If he could not go to her he would not, nevertheless, allow himself to
dwell upon that impossibility. Instead his spirit ranged ahead to a
hopeful, more or less indefinite and not too distant date when his
absence might not seem to threaten too great a cost to those whose
matters lay in his trust.
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