"Perspective is an excellent thing," he murmured. "It's been said
before, but I'm repeating it. It's not only illuminating in just the
matter of view, but it unsettles one's sense of values, doesn't it? I
mean the Bignesses and Smallnesses of things--and creatures. When I
went away, or rather when you did, back I don't remember how many
years, you were tugging at the bit to be up and at things. That used
to perplex me, although you may not have known it; I never really
caught your angle or viewpoint. But now that you are in the thick of
it I'm puzzled to know whether you find it--well, sufficient in itself."
O'Mara laughed softly over his shoulder.
"Sufficient!" he echoed. "Wouldn't you, if you were fact
[Transcriber's note: face?] to face every day with some problem or
other that had you stumped? Wouldn't you, if you were playing a game
that shifted so rapidly from point to point that it kept you dodging
and ducking and swearing to hold your feet?"
Garry drew a deep breath.
"That's what I've been trying to establish in my own mind," he
faltered. "I've been thinking perhaps--but, pah!" He spat out a
fragment of laughter as though it were bitter to his tongue. "I tried
one job--I tried once! I ought to know better than to wonder even,
now. And if a man can see no reason for living his life, it's his to
quit, if he wants to!"
And then Steve abandoned his air of tolerance; he changed his style of
play. The contempt in his retort could not have been more measured,
even had it been other than a premeditated thing.
"Quit is the right word," he came back coolly. "I wasn't quite sure
until now. You asked me if the others had told me what sort of man you
had become. And if silence is affirmation, you had your answer. You
inquired concerning my own opinion and I withheld it. Whatever it was
doesn't matter now. Maybe I was guilty of bad judgment, but you have
set me right."
Each word was tipped with scorn. Again, with deliberate intent,
Stephen O'Mara lied.
"And I tell you now that had I been sure you wanted that hemlock to get
you, I'd have left you where you stood. The world is all cluttered up
with fools, as it is."
It came so quickly that Garry was not immediately aware of the attack.
He smiled, covertly.
"Accidents will happen," he feigned a protest.
Abruptly the taller man wheeled, lids a-droop.
"--Fools, and quitters, too," he supplemented, levelly. "Quitters and
men who show a streak of yellow that doesn't assay even a little bit of
pure gold. A minute ago I gave you one reason for my attempt to keep
you here. But I made a bad mistake there, too. It's men I need!"
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