"If I meant it, I was crying the baby," stated the man coldly, and Miss
Sarah knew that he was rebuking himself. "I could care for such a
girl--yes. But I doubt if I would marry a woman who had even the
smallest doubt. There are too many sharp places to be smoothed over,
without chancing that tragedy of discontent. It's merely habit that's
to blame again, that's all." He cast about for a parallel. "One does
not miss sugar so very much from a meal, until he knows he can't have
it. And then--well, Miss Sarah, I have many times talked peevishly,
for a man, because there was none to be had."
"We are talking of women. What about salt?" she inquired quickly.
"That is very indispensable, too, but----"
"Of the two which do you always take care shall not be missing from
your pack, whenever you turn into the woods?"
"I see where you are heading, but----"
"I do not like dissemblance, Stephen," she warned. "You know without
the salt of love the sugar of life can grow sickeningly cloying."
He did not win his argument, but defeat gave him far more happiness
than could have come from victory. Leaving her that night, he closed
his hand over her delicate fingers in a clasp which left her smiling in
wonder after he had gone. She watched horse and rider disappear into
the whiteness of the new winter till both were lost to her sight.
"Bless the boy," she murmured then. "Bless the boy!" And to Caleb,
her brother, when he came stamping in: "I surely must take a hand with
these children. They have been left to their own devices long enough."
Caleb had recovered his good-natured view of the whole affair; he was
given to grinning those days at her flutterings. On more than one
occasion he told her, none too flatteringly, that she made him think of
an officious hen with a brood which a high rate of mortality and
prowling night-raiders had left bereft of all save two of her hatch.
But this particular witticism did not bother her in the least, perhaps
because she realized how pat the comparison was. Instead of silencing
him she showed him the letter which she constructed some days
later--constructed most painstakingly, the second week in December.
She deigned to read it aloud to him, before she dispatched it on its
journey.
"Barbara, dear child," she wrote, "this is the appeal of a lonesome
spinster lady who finds that winter, still only a lusty infant here, is
the season for younger, warmer pulses. I am very tired of Caleb's
continued company; that is, with nothing to leaven it. The keenest of
epigrammarians, my dear, becomes very commonplace, you know, to ears
too long tuned to one voice. So I am writing you in dignified
desperation to come to me this holiday season--Caleb is not always as
epigrammatic as I could wish.
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