By the same trail which once had led him to the "city" of Morrison he
carried her now to that cabin which stood on the balsam knoll in the
crook of the west branch; nor was it far for she had traveled straight,
though in the wrong direction. But it was long after dark when the
river gleamed ahead of him through the trees, jet and glassy in the
deep pools, streaked with blurred star-reflections in the riffles. A
grown woman is a grown man's burden, even though she seem very small to
him; and Steve had to travel slowly. His head was spinning from
fatigue and the throb of the jagged tear above his temple when the log
building, streaked white with clay chinking, loomed up ahead, and yet
involuntarily he stopped there a moment with his burden.
He had pictured, many times, a night when he would bring her there,
with both of them watching the moon in the rapids and listening to the
waves lipping the banks. This was not that night; that night would
never be. But the rebellion and bitterness was gone from his heart.
After he had removed her wet shoes and stockings and brush-whipped suit
and sheer black blouse, and she slept the sleep of exhaustion into
which she had slipped from unconsciousness without even opening her
eyes, he built a fire and sat before it until morning came. And when
it dawned and she waked dazedly while he was preparing breakfast, he
had finished reconstructing many things.
Her eyes went from wall to wall, frightened still and questioning at
first, so he merely nodded and went outside and left her to remember
alone. Returning with wood on his arm he found recollection of much in
her gaze. She was looking at the thin heeled, buttoned boots before
the fireplace; the stockings and furred garments cleaned of mud and
dried on the backs of chairs. A cloud of color stole up from the
blanket edge at her throat to the line of her hair.
"You were wet," he explained simply, "and you were too spent to help
yourself. I could not let you sleep in them."
"I understand," her answer faltered a little. "I was just
thinking. . . . I knew such things happened, but I thought it was only
in books."
Drowsily she watched him bending over frying pan and coffee pot,
content herself to lie and rest. But after a time, with fuller
awakening, the bandage about his head claimed her attention. To her it
seemed impossible that this smoothly shaven man in clean blue shirt
could be the same one who had emerged from a struggle still sickeningly
brutish to her. Involuntarily she shuddered a little without knowing
that he watched.
"I am going to the spring for fresh water," he told her then. "There
will be time for you to dress; and breakfast will be ready when I come
back."
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