Theodore Savage: A Story of the Past or the FutureHamilton, Cicely
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Theodore Savage: A Story of the Past or the Future
Hamilton, Cicely
Apocalyptic fiction; End of the world -- Fiction; Regression (Civilization) -- Fiction; Science fiction
She obeyed and stilled her sobbing to gasps and whimpers—holding tightly
to his arm while he hurried her through by-streets to the open country.
He knew no more than she where they were going when they left the silent
outskirts of the town behind them, and, pressing against each other for
warmth, bent their heads to a January wind.
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That night for Theodore Savage was the beginning of an odd partnership,
a new phase of his life uncivilized. The girl who had clutched at him as
the drowning clutch at straws was destined to bear him company for more
than a winter’s night and a journey to comparative safety; being by
nature and training of the type that clings, as a matter of right, to
whomsoever will fend for it, she drifted after him instinctively. When
she woke in the morning in the shelter he had found for her she looked
round for him to guide and, if possible, feed her—and awaited his
instructions passively.
One human being—so it did not threaten him with violence—was no more to
him than another, and perhaps he hardly noticed that when he rose and
moved on she followed. From that hour forth she was always at his
heels—complaining or too wretched to complain. He would let her hang on
his arm as they trudged and shared his findings of food with her—because
she had followed, was there; and it was some time before he realized
that he had shouldered a responsibility which had no intention of
shifting itself from his back.... When he realized the fact he had
already tacitly accepted it; and for the first few weeks of their
existence in common he was too fiercely occupied in the task of keeping
them both alive to consider or define his relationship to the creature
who whimpered and stumbled at his heels and took scraps of food from his
hands. When, at last, he considered it, the relationship was established
on both sides. She was his dependent, after the fashion of a child or an
accustomed dog; and having learned to look to him for food, for guidance
and protection, she could be cast off only by direct cruelty and the
breaking of a daily habit.
In the beginning that was all; she followed because she did not know
what else to do; he led and they hungered together. For the most part
they were silent with the speechlessness of misery, and it was days
before he even asked her name, weeks before he knew more of her life in
the past than was betrayed by a Cockney accent. So long as existence was
a craving and a fear, where nothing mattered save hunger and the
fending-off of present death, the fact that she was a woman meant no
more to him than her dependence and his own responsibility; thus her
companionship was no more than the bodily presence of a human being
whose needs were his own, whose terrors and whose enemies were his.
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