Theodore Savage: A Story of the Past or the FutureHamilton, Cicely
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Theodore Savage: A Story of the Past or the Future
Hamilton, Cicely
Apocalyptic fiction; End of the world -- Fiction; Regression (Civilization) -- Fiction; Science fiction
It was clear to him, so soon as he knew of his coming fatherhood, that,
in spite of the drawbacks of winter travelling, his long-deferred
journey of exploration must be undertaken at once; the companionship of
men, and above all of women, was a necessity to be sought at the risk of
any peril or hardship. Hence—with misgiving—he broached the subject to
Ada next morning; and in the end, with smaller opposition than he had
looked for, her lesser fears were mastered by her greater. That the
certain future danger of unaided childbirth might be spared her, she
consented to the present misery of days and nights of solitude; and
together they made preparations for his voyage of discovery in the
outside world and her lonely sojourn in the camp.
As he had expected, her first suggestion had been that they should break
camp and journey forth together; but he had argued her firmly out of the
idea, insisting less on the possible dangers of his journey—which he
strove, rather, to disguise from her—than on her own manifest unfitness
for exertion and exposure to December weather. Once more the habit of
wifely obedience came to his assistance and her own, and she bowed to
her overlord’s decision—if tearfully, without temper or sullenness;
while, the decision once taken, it was he, and not Ada, who lay wakeful
through the night and conjured up visions of possible disaster in his
absence. His imagination was quickened by the new, strange knowledge of
his responsibility, the protective sense it had awakened; and, lying
wide awake in the still of the night, it was not only possible danger to
Ada that he dreaded—he was suddenly afraid for himself. If misfortune
befell him on his journey into the unknown, it would be more than his
own misfortune; on his strength, his luck and well-being depended the
life of his woman and her unborn child. If evil befell him and he never
came back to them—if he left his bones in the beyond.... At the thought
the sweat broke out on his face and he started up shivering on his
moss-bed.
He worked through the day at preparations for the morning’s departure
which, if simple, demanded thought and time; saw that plentiful
provision of food and dry fuel lay ready to his wife’s hand, so that
small exertion would be needed for the making of fire and meal. For his
own provisioning he filled a bag with cooked fish, chestnuts and the
like—store enough to keep him with care for five or six days. All was
made ready by nightfall for an early start on the morrow; and he was
awake and afoot with the first reddening of a dull December morning.
Fearing a breakdown from Ada at the last moment, he had planned to leave
her still asleep; but the crackling of a log he had thrown on the embers
roused her and she sat up, pushing the tumbled brown hair from her eyes.
“You’re gowing?” she asked with a catch in her voice; and he avoided her
eye as he nodded back “Yes,” and slung his bag over his shoulder.
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