Christian fiction; Wingfold, Thomas (Fictitious character) -- Fiction
All he had ever had of the manners of a gentleman, remained with him. He
was courteous to ladies, never swore in their presence--except sometimes
in a mutter at his wife, and could upon occasion show a kindness that
cost him nothing. Humanity was not all dead out of him; neither was
there a purely human thought in him. On Barbara he smiled his sweetest
smile: it owed most of its sweetness to the dentist.
CHAPTER XXI. _THE PARSON'S PARABLE._
Mr. Wingfold went as he had come, thoughtful even to trouble. What was
to be done for the woman? What was his part, as parson of the parish,
with regard to her behaviour in church? Was it or was it not his part to
take public notice of what she intended, if not as a defiance to God, at
least as an open expression of her bitter resentment of his dealing with
her? The creator's discipline did not suit his creature's taste, and she
would let him know it: whether it suited her necessities, she did not
ask or care; she knew nothing of her necessities--only of her desires.
Had she had a suspicion that she was an eternal creature, poor as well
as miserable, blind and naked as well as bereaved and angry, she might
have allowed some room for God to show himself right. But she was
ignorant of herself as any savage. Was Wingfold to take her insolence in
church as a thing done to himself, which he must endure with patience?
or, putting himself out of the question, and regarding her conduct only
as a protest against the ways of God with her, must he leave reproof as
well as vengeance to the Lord? Was it his business, or was it not, to
rebuke her, and make his rebuke as open as her offence? It troubled him
almost beyond bearing to think that some of his flock might imagine that
the great lady of the parish was allowed to behave herself unseemly,
where another would be exposed to shame. But how abhorrent to him was a
public contention in the church, and on the Lord's day! Mrs. Wylder
was just the woman to challenge forcible expulsion, and make the
circumstances of it as flagrant as possible! She might even use both
pistol and whip! What better opportunity could she find for giving point
to her appeal against God! A man might, in the rage of disappointment,
cry out that there could be no God where baffle met the holiest
instinct--that blundering chance must rule; he might, illogical with
grief, declare that as God could treat him so, he would believe in him
no longer; or he might assert that an evil being, not a good, was at
the heart of life--a devil and not a God, for he was one who created and
forgot, or who remembered and did not care--who quickened exposure
but gave no shield! called from the void a being filled with doorless
avenues to pain, and abandoned him to incarnate cruelty, that he might
make him sport with the wildness of his dismay! but here was a woman
who did not say that God was not, or that he was not good, but with
passionate self-party-spirit cried out, “He is against me! he sides
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