Christian fiction; Wingfold, Thomas (Fictitious character) -- Fiction
“Ah!” cried Barbara, “I see now what made you think of the poem!”--and
she looked down at the throbbing bird in her lap.
It opened its dark eyes once more--with a reeling, pitiful look at her,
Barbara thought--quivered a little, and lay still. She burst into tears.
Richard dropped his work, and made a step toward her.
“Never mind,” she said. “One has got to cry _so_ much, and I may as well
cry for the bird! I'm all right now, thank you! Please go on. The bird
is dead, and I'm glad. I will let it lie a little, and then bury it. If
it be anywhere, perhaps it will one day know me, and then it will love
me. Please go on with the poem. It will make me forget. I'm not bound to
remember, am I--where I'm not to blame, I mean, and cannot help?”
“Certainly not!” acquiesced Richard, and began the second part.
“I see! I see!” cried Barbara, wiping her eyes. “They were cross with
him for killing the bird, not because they loved the beautiful creature,
but because it was unlucky to kill him! And then when nothing but good
came, they said it was quite right to kill him, and told lies of him,
and said he was a bad bird, and brought the fog and mist!--I wonder
what's coming to them!--That's not the end, is it? It can't be!”
“No; it's not nearly done yet. It's only beginning.”
“I'm so glad! Do go on.”
She was eager as any child. Coleridge could not have desired a better
listener.
“I know! _I_ know!” she said presently. “_We_ were caught in a calm as
we came home! My father is fond of the sea, and brought us round the
Cape in a sailing-vessel. It was horrid. It lasted only three days, but
I felt as if I should die. It wasn't long enough, I suppose, to draw out
the creeping things.”
“Perhaps it wasn't near enough to the equator for them,” answered
Richard, and went on:--
“Ah! well a-day! what evil looks
Had I from old and young;
Instead of the cross, the Albatross
About my neck was hung.”
“Poor man! And in such weather!” exclaimed Barbara. “And such a huge
creature! I see! They thought now the killing of the bird had brought
the calm, and they would have their revenge! A bad set, those sailors!
People that deserve punishment always want to punish. Do go on.”
When the skeleton-ship came, her eyes grew with listening like those of
one in a trance.
“What a horrid, live dead woman!” she said. “Her whiteness is worse than
any blackness. But I wish he had told us what Death was like!”
“In the first edition,” returned Richard, much delighted that she missed
what constructive symmetry required, “there _is_ a description of Death.
I doubt if you would like it, though. You don't like horrid things?”
“I do--if they should be horrid, and are horrid enough.”
“Coleridge thought afterwards it was better to leave it out!”
“Tell it me, anyhow.”
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