Christian fiction; Wingfold, Thomas (Fictitious character) -- Fiction
Into the workshop of Richard's mind was now introduced, by this one
disclosure of the mind of Barbara, a new idea of divinity, vague indeed
as new, but one with which he found himself compelled to have some
dealing. One of the best services true man can do a neighbour, is to
persuade him--I speak in a parable--to house his children for a while,
that he may know what they are: the children of another may be the
saving of his children and his whole house. Alas for the man the
children of whose brain are the curse of the household into which they
are received! But from Barbara's house Richard had taken into his a
vital protoplasmic idea that must work, and would never cease to work
until the house itself was all divine--the idea, namely, of a being to
call God, who was a delight to think of, a being concerning whom the
great negation was that of everything Richard had hitherto associated
with the word God. The one door to admit this formal notion was hard to
open; and when admitted, the figure was not easy to set up so that it
could be looked at. The human niche where the idea of a God must stand,
was in Richard's house occupied by the most hideous falsity. On the
pedestal crouched the goblin of a Japanese teapot.
It was not pleasant to Richard to imagine any one with rights over him.
It may be that some persist in calling up the false idea of such a one
hitherto presented to them, in order to avoid feeling obligation to
believe in him. For the notion of a God is one from which naturally
a thoughtful man must feel more or less recoil while as yet he knows
nothing of the being himself, or of the nature of his creative rights,
the rights of perfect, self-refusing, devoted fatherhood. It is one
thing to seem to know with the brain, quite another to know with the
heart. But even in the hope-lighted countenance of Barbara, even in the
tones in which she suggested the presence of a soul that meant and was
all that the beautiful world hinted and seemed, Richard could not fail
to meet something of the true idea of a God.
Naturally also, his notion of the God in whom he felt that Barbara was
at least ready to believe, assumed something of the look of Barbara who
was being drawn toward him; so that now the graces of the world, all its
lovely impacts upon his senses, began to be mixed up in his mind with
Barbara and her God. Barbara was beginning to infect him with--shall
I call it the superstition of a God? Whatever it may be called, it was
very far from being religion yet. The fact was only this--that the idea
of a God worth believing in, was coming a little nearer to him, was
becoming to him a little more thinkable.
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