Christian fiction; Wingfold, Thomas (Fictitious character) -- Fiction
He was doubting whether she would have taken money from him, if he had
been in time to offer it. He did not like to ask Barbara if she had
helped her.--And then what was she to do when she got home?
Barbara had let him talk, delighted to look in at the windows his words
went on opening. In particular it pleased and attracted her, that he was
so unconscious of the goodness he had shown Alice. Barbara and he made a
rare conjunction of likeness. So many will do a kindness who are not yet
capable of forgetting it!
Barbara could not tell him that Alice was afraid to bid him good-bye
lest in her weakness she should render an explanation necessary. She did
not in the least doubt Richard was her brother, and her heart was full
of him. How often, as she lay alone, building her innocent and not very
wonderful castles, had she not imagined herself throwing her arms about
him, and kissing him at her will!--what if she should actually do so
when he came to bid her good-bye! Then she would have to tell him he was
her brother, and so perhaps might ruin everything! She must go without a
word!
“She is far from disliking you,” said Barbara.
“Why then did she not tell me, that I might have given her money for her
journey?”
“There was no need of that,” returned Barbara. “She is my sister now,
and a sovereign or two is nothing between us.”
“Oh, thank you! thank you, miss! Then she will have a little over when
she gets home! But I am afraid it will be long before she is able to
work again! It would be of no use to tell my mother, for somehow she
seems to have taken a great dislike to poor Alice. I am positive she
does not deserve it. My mother is the best woman I know, but she is very
stiff when she takes a dislike. Have you got her address, miss? Arthur
would take money from me, I think, but I don't know where he is. I was
always meaning to ask her, and always forgot.”
“I will see she has everything she wants,” answered Barbara.
“Bless your lovely heart, miss!” exclaimed Richard. “But I fear nothing
much will reach them so long as their mother is alive. She eats and
drinks the flesh and blood of her children. Nobody could help seeing it.
There's Arthur, cold, and thin, and miserable, without a greatcoat in
the bitterest weather! and Alice with hardly flesh enough for setting
to her great eyes! and Mrs. Manson well dressed, and eating the best
butter, and drinking the best bottled stout that money can buy! If only
their mother was like mine! If one of _her_ family had to starve, she
would claim it as her right. Such women as Mrs. Manson have no business
to be mothers! Why were _they_ made--if people _are_ made?”
“Perhaps they will be made something of yet!” suggested Barbara.
“If you're right, miss, and there be a God, either he's not so good as
you would be if you were God, or else somebody interferes, and won't let
him do his best.”
“Shall I tell you what our clergyman said to me the other day?” returned
Barbara.
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