Christian fiction; Wingfold, Thomas (Fictitious character) -- Fiction
He knew the street where the firm employing Arthur used to have its
offices; but it had removed to other quarters. He went to the old
address, and learned the new one. The next day he told his father he
would like to have a holiday. His father making no objection, he walked
into the city. There he found the place, but not Arthur. He had not been
there for a week, they said. No one seemed to know where he lived; but
Richard, regardless of rebuffs, went on inquiring, until at length he
found a carman who lived in the same street. He set out for it at once.
After a long walk he came to it, a wretched street enough, in
Pentonville, with its numbers here obliterated, there repeated, and
altogether so confused, that for some time he could not discover
the house. Coming at length to one of the dingiest, whose number was
illegible, but whose door stood open, he walked in, and up to the second
floor, where he knocked at the first door on the landing. The feeble
sound of what was hardly a voice answered. He went in. There sat Arthur,
muffled in an old rug, before a wretched fire, in the dirtiest, rustiest
grate he had ever seen. He held out a pallid hand, and greeted him with
a sunless smile, but did not speak.
“My poor, dear fellow!” said Richard; “what is the matter with you? Why
didn't you let me know?”
The tears came in Arthur's eyes, and he struggled to answer him, but his
voice was gone. To Richard he seemed horribly ill--probably dying.
He took a piece of paper from his pocket, and a pencil-conversation
followed.
“What is the matter with you?”
“Only a bad cold.”
“Where is Alice?”
“At the shop. She will be back at eight o'clock.”
“Where is your mother?”
“I do not know; she is out.”
“Tell me anything I can do for you.”
“What does it matter! I do not know anything. It will soon be over.”
“And this,” reflected Richard, “is the fate of one who believes in a
God!” But the thought followed close, “I wish I were going too!” And
then came the suggestion, “What if some one cares for him, and is taking
him away because he cares for him! What if there be a good time waiting
him! What if death be the way to something better! What if God be going
to surprise us with something splendid! What if there come a glorious
evening after the sad morning and fog-sodden night! What if Arthur's
dying be in reality a waking up to a better sunshine than ours! We see
only one side of the thing: he may see the other! What if God could not
manage to ripen our life without suffering! If only there were a God
that tried to do his best for us, finding great difficulties, but
encountering them for the sake of his children!”--“How dearly I should
love such a God!” thought Richard. He would hold by him to the last! He
would do his best to help him! He would fight for him! He would die for
him!
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