Christian fiction; Wingfold, Thomas (Fictitious character) -- Fiction
With the help of the head of the college to which sir Wilton had
resolved to send his son, a tutor was at length found--happily for
Richard, one of the right sort. They went together to Oxford, and set to
work at once. It would be hard to say which of the two reaped the more
pleasure from the relation, or which, in the duplex process of teaching
and learning, gained the most. For the tutor had in Richard a pupil
of practised brain yet fresh, a live soul ready, for its own need and
nourishment, to use every truth it came near. His penetrative habit made
not a few regard him as a bore: their feeble vitality was troubled by
the energy of his; he could not let a thing go in which he descried a
principle: he must see it close! To the more experienced he was one
who had not yet learned, wisely fearful of the trampling hoof, to carry
aside his oyster with its possible pearl before he opened it. In earnest
about everything, he must work out his liberty before he could gambol.
A slave will amuse himself in his dungeon; a free man must file through
his chains and dig through his prison-walls before he can frolic.
Sunlight and air came through his open windows enough to keep Richard
alive and strong, but not enough yet to make him merry. He was too
solemn, thus, for most of those he met, but, happily, not for his tutor.
Finding Richard knew ten times as much of English literature as himself,
he became in this department his pupil's pupil; and listening to his
occasional utterance of a religious difficulty, had new regions of
thought opened in him, to the deepening and verifying of his nature.
The result for the tutor was that he sought ordination, in the hope of
giving to others what had at length become real to himself.
Richard gained little distinction at his examinations. He did well
enough, but was too eager after real knowledge to care about appearing
to know.
He made friends, but not many familiar friends. He sorely missed
ministration: it had grown a necessity of his nature. It was well that
the habit should be broken for a time. For, laden with consciousness,
and not full of God, the soul will delight in itself as a benefactor, a
regnant giver, the centre of thanks and obligation: and will thus, with
a rampart-mound of self-satisfaction, dam out the original creative life
of its being, the recognition of which is life eternal. But it grew upon
Richard that, if there be a God, it is the one business of a man to
find him, and that, if he would find him, he must obey the voice of his
conscience.
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