Christian fiction; Wingfold, Thomas (Fictitious character) -- Fiction
“You don't mean to say he's going to treat you just like one of the
rest” she exclaimed.
“I really do not know,” answered Richard; “but I think he would hardly
enjoy the thought of _Sir Richard Lestrange_ over a bookbinder's shop in
Hammersmith or Brentford!”
“Sir Richard! You do not mean--?”
Her face grew white; her eyes fell; her hand trembled on Richard's arm.
“What is troubling you, dearest?” he asked, in his turn perplexed.
“I can't understand it.” she answered.
“Is it possible you do not know, Barbara?” he returned. “I thought Mr.
Wingfold must have told you!--Sir Wilton says I am his son that was
lost. Indeed there is no doubt of it.”
“Richard! Richard! believe me I didn't know. Lady Ann told me you were
not--”
“How then should I have dared put my arms round you, Barbara?”
“Richard, I care nothing for what the world thinks! I care only for what
God thinks.”
“Then, Barbara, you would have married me, believing me base born?”
“Oh Richard! you thought it was knowing who you were that made me--!
Richard! Richard! I did not think you could have wronged me so! My
father sold Miss Brown because I would not marry your brother and be
lady Lestrange. If you had not asked me, and I had been sure it was
only because of your birth you wouldn't, I should have found some way of
letting you know I cared no more for that than God himself does. The
god of the world is the devil. He has many names, but he's all the same
devil, as Mr. Wingfold says.--I wonder why he never told me!--I'm glad
he didn't. If he had, I shouldn't be here now!”
“I am very glad too, Barbara; but it wouldn't have made so much
difference: I was only here on my way to you! But suppose it had been
as you thought, it was one thing what you would do, and another what I
would ask you to do!”
“What I would have done was what you should have believed I would do!”
“You must just pardon me, Barbara: well as I thought I knew you, I did
not know you enough!”
“You do now?”
'“I do.”
There came a silence.
“How long have you known this about yourself, Richard?” said Barbara.
“More than four years.”
“And you never told me!”
“My father wished it kept a secret for a time.”
“Did Mr. Wingfold know?”
“Not till yesterday.”
“Why didn't he tell me yesterday, then?”
“I think he wouldn't have told you if he had known all the time.”
“Why?”
“For the same reason that made him leave us together so suddenly--that
you might not be hampered by knowing it--that we might understand each
other before you knew. I see it all now! It was just like him!”
“Oh, he is a friend!” cried Barbara. “He knows what one is, and so knows
what one is thinking!”
A silent embrace followed, and then Barbara said, “You must come and see
my mother!”
“Hadn't you better tell her first?” suggested Richard.
“She knows--knows what you didn't know--what I've been thinking all the
time,” rejoined Barbara, with a rosy look of confidence into his eyes.
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