“A mad thing to do, so most people would have said,” continued the
Stranger. “You had not a sou between you. But, myself, I think you were
justified. Youth comes to us but once. And at twenty-five our business
is to live. Undoubtedly the marriage helped you. You lived an idyllic
existence, for a time, in a tumble-down cottage at Suresnes, with a
garden that went down to the river. Poor, of course you were; poor as
church mice. But who fears poverty when hope and love are singing on the
bough! I really think quite your best work was done during those years
at Suresnes. Ah, the sweetness, the tenderness of it! There has been
nothing like it in French poetry. It made no mark at the time; but ten
years later the public went mad about it. She was dead then. Poor
child, it had been a hard struggle. And, as you may remember, she was
always fragile. Yet even in her death I think she helped you. There
entered a new note into your poetry, a depth that had hitherto been
wanting. It was the best thing that ever came to you, your love for
Marguerite.”
The Stranger refilled his glass, and passed the decanter. But the Poet
left the wine unheeded.
“And then, ah, yes, then followed that excursion into politics. Those
scathing articles you wrote for _La Liberté_! It is hardly an
exaggeration to say that they altered the whole aspect of French
political thought. Those wonderful speeches you made during your
election campaign at Angers. How the people worshipped you! You might
have carried your portfolio had you persisted. But you poets are such
restless fellows. And after all, I daresay you have really accomplished
more by your plays. You remember—no, of course, how could you?—the first
night of _La Conquêtte_. Shall I ever forget it! I have always reckoned
that the crown of your career. Your marriage with Madame Deschenelle—I
do not think it was for the public good. Poor Deschenelle’s millions—is
it not so? Poetry and millions interfere with one another. But a
thousand pardons, my dear Paul. You have done so much. It is only right
you should now be taking your ease. Your work is finished.”
The Poet does not answer. Sits staring before him with eyes turned
inward. The Painter, the Musician: what did the years bring to them?
The Stranger tells them also of all that they have lost: of the griefs
and sorrows, of the hopes and fears they have never tasted, of their
tears that ended in laughter, of the pain that gave sweetness to joy, of
the triumphs that came to them in the days before triumph had lost its
savour, of the loves and the longings and fervours they would never know.
All was ended. The Stranger had given them what he had promised, what
they had desired: the gain without the getting.
Then they break out.
“What is it to me,” cries the Painter, “that I wake to find myself
wearing the gold medal of the Salon, robbed of the memory of all by which
it was earned?”
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