Hubert St. Leonard, of Windrush Bottom Farm, I found to be a
worried-looking gentleman. He taps his weather-glass, and hopes and
fears, not knowing as yet that all things have been ordered for his ill.
It will be years before his spirit is attuned to that attitude of
tranquil despair essential to the farmer: one feels it. He is tall and
thin, with a sensitive, mobile face, and a curious trick of taking his
head every now and again between his hands, as if to be sure it is still
there. When I met him he was on the point of starting for his round, so
I walked with him. He told me that he had not always been a farmer.
Till a few years ago he had been a stockbroker. But he had always hated
his office; and having saved a little, had determined when he came to
forty to enjoy the rare luxury of living his own life. I asked him if he
found that farming paid. He said:
“As in everything else, it depends upon the price you put upon yourself.
Now, as a casual observer, what wage per annum would you say I was
worth?”
It was an awkward question.
“You are afraid that if you spoke candidly you would offend me,” he
suggested. “Very well. For the purpose of explaining my theory let us
take, instead, your own case. I have read all your books, and I like
them. Speaking as an admirer, I should estimate you at five hundred a
year. You, perhaps, make two thousand, and consider yourself worth
five.”
The whimsical smile with which he accompanied the speech disarmed me.
“What we most of us do,” he continued, “is to over-capitalise ourselves.
John Smith, honestly worth a hundred a year, claims to be worth two.
Result: difficulty of earning dividend, over-work, over-worry, constant
fear of being wound up. Now, there is that about your work that suggests
to me you would be happier earning five hundred a year than you ever will
be earning two thousand. To pay your dividend—to earn your two
thousand—you have to do work that brings you no pleasure in the doing.
Content with five hundred, you could afford to do only that work that
does give you pleasure. This is not a perfect world, we must remember.
In the perfect world the thinker would be worth more than the mere
jester. In the perfect world the farmer would be worth more than the
stockbroker. In making the exchange I had to write myself down. I earn
less money, but get more enjoyment out of life. I used to be able to
afford champagne, but my liver was always wrong, and I dared not drink
it. Now I cannot afford champagne, but I enjoy my beer. That is my
theory, that we are all of us entitled to payment according to our market
value, neither more nor less. You can take it all in cash. I used to.
Or you can take less cash and more fun: that is what I am getting now.”
“It is delightful,” I said, “to meet with a philosopher. One hears about
them, of course; but I had got it into my mind they were all dead.”
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