They Looked and Loved; Or, Won by FaithMiller, Alex. McVeigh, Mrs.
Philosophy
They Looked and Loved; Or, Won by Faith
Miller, Alex. McVeigh, Mrs.
Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
And a low sigh of gladness heaved her breast.
"A terrible temptation has come to me, Dorian. We love each other so
well that life apart would be worse than death. And yet--yet--we must
part. Oh, Dorian, let us foil our malignant fate. Let us die together."
Surely she must be going mad to talk in this strange fashion when there
was nothing that could come between their wedded hearts, nothing that
could keep them apart. He spoke to her soothingly, tenderly, but she
only became more wildly agitated.
"Do you think that I talk strangely?" she cried. "Oh, Dorian, I have
heard and read of lovers who died in each other's arms rather than live
apart. Let us follow their example. A drop of poison--poison that will
kill easily, you know--and, locked in each other's arms, we may drift
together--always together, darling--into heaven or hell, or whatever
home God gives to reckless, broken-hearted lovers. What say you, Dorian?
Shall it be so?"
And she gazed wildly into his horrified face.
Dorian gazed in mingled grief and horror at the beautiful girl. Surely
she must be mad, he thought. Then his heart sank. Had her love turned
from him in their long months of separation?
Dorian had a passionately jealous nature, and the fear of Nita's
fickleness once admitted to his mind, caught fire and burned like a
devouring flame. The girl's eager, beseeching eyes beheld all at once a
strange change pass over his fair, handsome face, and, rising, he pushed
her from him, crying out angrily:
"I understand you, Nita. In the months of our separation you have
wearied of me. Do not deny it, for I will not listen to your
protestations. A moment ago I thought you must be mad, now I perceive
that there is method in your madness. You chafe at the tie that binds us
together. You would fain be free, so you pretend this baseless fear of
your guardian. Fickle heart, you have wrecked my life! I adored you, but
you found my love only a weariness. Well, take your freedom! I go, never
to molest you again."
The white, crouching figure lifted a pallid, woful face, and moaned:
"Oh, Dorian, will you leave me? Must I die alone?"
"Die!" the husband sneered angrily. "No, you will live to make some
other fool happy a while, as you did me, then throw him over in this
heartless fashion!"
All Dorian's old cynical distrust of woman's love was returning,
supplemented by jealous agony too deep for words. It seemed to him that
Nita was simply playing a part, pretending this unreasoning dread of her
guardian's anger.
"Dorian, my love, forgive my weakness!" pleaded Nita wildly; but his
eyes flashed back only a limitless wrath and scorn.
"Forgive you! no--not while life lasts! But--farewell forever!"
Then the door opened and closed--Dorian was gone in anger, and Nita was
alone with her despair, her heart breaking with its heavy burden.
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