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She laughed, not because she was amused, but because she could think of
nothing to say. The sound seemed to brighten him a little.
"Of course you understand," he said, "that when I speak of the failure
of _The Dispatch_ I mean comparative failure. It's losing now ... but
not so much as it lost at first. Next year it should do better. I don't
mean that it will be profitable. I doubt if you'll ever take out much
more than you put in. Still...."
"Mr. Good," she interrupted severely, "you annoy me. Here you are
talking about _profit_. Did you ever talk profit before? Did I go into
it for profit? Has any of the money I've given to the church ever paid
any dividends? Is charity profitable? You're utterly absurd. Let's have
no more of this sorry pessimism. Profit! Really, you amaze me."
"You amaze me more," said Good with a quizzical smile. Suddenly his
voice changed and his eyes closed. "The whole problem of life," he
murmured dreamily, "is to reconcile the soul and the body. Part of us is
kin to the angels. We get very near to heaven, sometimes. We all have
our moments of strength. We leave the clay--but we fall back. Hell is
only the burden of flesh. Ah well--I've had my moment. Some day I may
have another. Perhaps here. Perhaps not. Perhaps what I have seen of
heaven will come to someone else. Maybe that's the true reincarnation.
We die and our light goes out. Perhaps we weaken and put it out
ourselves. But maybe it does not really go out at all. Who knows? It may
have been taken from us and placed in fresh hands--and so, on and on,
through struggle and failure, and success and treachery and cowardice
and courage ... until the great purpose of it all is realised. We're
only woodpeckers on a tree. And Igdrasil is mighty. Some peck more, some
peck less--none does much. But perhaps it's only how we peck that
counts. Maybe so--maybe so...."
His voice died away and he covered his face with his hands. It seemed to
Judith that a veil had been momentarily raised, permitting a glimpse
into a heart which was bruised and weary, but in which courage--the
courage which has known defeat, the noblest of all--still reigned. The
walls of the familiar room faded into illimitable distance, the breeze
rustling the leaves outside sank suddenly, and out of the silence came a
sweet, mysterious song filling her heart with exaltation, a sense of
grace which hurt.
Then the light declined quickly, and there was a crimson glow in the
west, gradually purpling.
"I must go," he said abruptly. "It's late."
"Oh--won't you stay to dinner?"
"No."
His negative was too final for her to press that topic further. She
chose another.
"Let's see the sunset first. We may have no more days like this."
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