Thirty Strange StoriesWells, H. G. (Herbert George)
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Thirty Strange Stories
Wells, H. G. (Herbert George)
Fantasy fiction, English; Science fiction, English; Short stories, English
“Well, that was my uncle, and that was how he talked—to me, at any rate.
With others about he seemed a bit shy. And he not only talked to me, but
he gave me his books, books of six hundred pages or so, with cock-eyed
headings, ‘The Shrieking Sisterhood,’ ‘The Behemoth of Bigotry,’
‘Crucibles and Cullenders,’ and so on. All very strong, and none of them
original. The very last time but one that I saw him he gave me a book.
He was feeling ill even then, and his hand shook and he was despondent.
I noticed it because I was naturally on the look-out for those little
symptoms. ‘My last book, Ted,’ he said. ‘My last book, my boy; my last
word to the deaf and hardened nations;’ and I’m hanged if a tear didn’t
go rolling down his yellow old cheek. He was regular crying because it
was so nearly over, and he hadn’t only written about fifty-three books
of rubbish. ‘I’ve sometimes thought, Ted—’ he said, and stopped.
“‘Perhaps I’ve been a bit hasty and angry with this stiff-necked
generation. A little more sweetness, perhaps, and a little less blinding
light. I’ve sometimes thought—I might have swayed them. But I’ve done my
best, Ted.’
“And then, with a burst, for the first and last time in his life he
owned himself a failure. It showed he was really ill. He seemed to think
for a minute, and then he spoke quietly and low, as sane and sober as I
am now. ‘I’ve been a fool, Ted,’ he said. ‘I’ve been flapping nonsense
all my life. Only He who readeth the heart knows whether this is
anything more than vanity. Ted, I don’t. But He knows, He knows, and if
I have done foolishly and vainly, in my heart—in my heart—’
“Just like that he spoke, repeating himself, and he stopped quite short
and handed the book to me, trembling. Then the old shine came back into
his eye. I remember it all fairly well, because I repeated it and acted
it to my old mother when I got home, to cheer her up a bit. ‘Take this
book and read it,’ he said. ‘It’s my last word, my very last word. I’ve
left all my property to you, Ted, and may you use it better than I have
done.’ And then he fell a-coughing.
“I remember that quite well even now, and how I went home cock-a-hoop,
and how he was in bed the next time I called. The housekeeper was
downstairs drunk, and I fooled about—as a young man will—with the girl
in the passage before I went to him. He was sinking fast. But even then
his vanity clung to him.
“‘Have you read it?’ he whispered.
“‘Sat up all night reading it,’ I said in his ear to cheer him. ‘It’s
the last,’ said I, and then, with a memory of some poetry or other in my
head, ‘but it’s the bravest and best.’
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