He spoke with a smile; but there are smiles in the world more
melancholy than a world of sighs; and his was so full of pain,
anxiety, and disappointment, that Blanche, as she turned away, made
the only answer in her power--by tears. The drops from her eyes fell
thick, and as her left hand rested on the little carved border of the
stone font, over which her head still hung, partially averted to hide
the deep and varying feelings that passed across her face, the tears
dimpled the clear, still waters; and though Burrel, as he stood, could
not see her eyes, he perceived that she was weeping bitterly. His
fingers, which had rested lightly on her arm, to prevent her from
drinking the water, now glided down, and circled round her hand,
clasping upon it with a degree of gentle firmness.
"Miss Delaware," he said, "for Heaven's sake, tell me, have my hopes
been all in vain?--Have I, like a presumptuous fool, dreamed of
happiness far greater than I deserve to possess! And do you now, by
the striking change which your demeanor toward me has undergone,
intend to rebuke my boldness in fancying that you might ever become
mine; and to crush the hopes which your former kindness inspired?"
Blanche Delaware wept, but she answered not a word; and Burrel gazed
on her for a moment in silence, in a state of agitation which might
have well prevented him from judging sanely of what was passing in her
mind, even had it been expressed by more unequivocal signs than the
bitter though silent tears that rolled over her cheeks.
"For God's sake, speak!" he exclaimed at length. "Oh, Blanche, if you
did but know the agony you are inflicting on a heart that loves you
better than any other earthly thing, you would at least save me the
torment of suspense--may I--dare I--hope that you will be mine?"
Blanche Delaware passed her hand across her brow, and brushed back the
rich long ringlets that, as she stooped, had fallen partially over her
eyes. She turned toward her lover also, still grasping the edge of the
fountain with her left hand for support, and, with something between a
gasp and a sob, replied to his question at once--"No, Mr. Burrel, no!
You must not hope!--Oh, forgive me!" she added, seeing the deadly
paleness that spread over his countenance. "Forgive me! Forgive me!
But for your sake--for your own sake--for both our sakes, it is better
said at once--I must not--I can not--"
The rest died upon her lips. Enough, however, had been spoken to make
the rejection decisive; and yet it was spoken in such a tone as to
betray deep grief as well as agitation on her own part; and to
awaken--not suspicions--but a thousand vague and whirling fancies in
Burrel's brain.
"And will not Miss Delaware," he said, at length, "at least console me
for broken hopes, and the first love of my heart crushed forever, by
assigning some cause for this change in her opinion of one who is
unconscious of having done any thing to offend or pain her?"
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