Giving the necessary orders for his dressing apparatus to be brought
up to the mansion before dinner, Burrel sallied forth as soon as he
was dressed, and took his way toward the park gate. He paused upon the
bridge, however, and for a moment gazed up the long open space of park
lawn, broken by old elms and oaks, with the stream flowing calmly on
in the midst, and the swans dipping quietly into its waters, and the
whole, in the soft morning sunshine, bearing an air of peace, with
which even the gray building at the end of the vista harmonized full
well.
With what other thoughts there might be in Burrel's bosom--and there
were a good many different threads that ran across the web in various
directions--we will have nothing to do here, but will follow the one
continuous line which we began to trace before, and only consider the
psychological phenomena that were passing in his heart as far as they
related to Blanche Delaware. That Burrel had thought of her a great
deal since last he saw her, there can be no doubt; and he had thought
of his own situation, too, and what he was about, with a degree of
human perseverity that was quite extraordinary in a hero of romance.
As the beginnings of love must always be imaginative, and as Burrel
had got into a bad habit of laughing at most things under the sun, by
feeling that few were worth considering seriously--from the effects of
which had habit, be it remarked, he himself, his own mind and
peculiarities, were not at all exempt--as a consequence of all this,
he had chosen, in the present case, to image the predicament in which
he stood to his own fancy, under a thousand different forms, most of
them, indeed, ludicrous or trivial. He had been now the moth,
fluttering round the light--now the trout, rising to the hook--but
more frequently still, he had painted himself to himself as the fly
upon the edge of a plate of honey, tasting and retasting the tenacious
sweets till his feet become glued to the place, and he is forced to
remain and die amidst the plundered stores of the bee. There are
several great uses in thus learning to laugh at ourselves. In the
first place, we know all that the world--the good-natured world--may,
can, might, could, would, should, or ought to say of us. In the
next, we can flatter ourselves that we have looked at the most
disagreeable--that is to say, the sneering side of things: and lastly,
the story of galloping across the swamp comes over again, and we get
over a great deal of ground easily, which it would not do to stay and
examine seriously.
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