This FreedomHutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
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This Freedom
Hutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
Marriage -- Fiction; Women -- Social and moral questions -- Fiction
Mr. Sturgiss ended and drew back and looked at her. He lit a cigarette
and took a sip at his coffee. “We thought of offering you three--” he
set down his cup and looked at her again--“four hundred a year.”
She declined the post. She was girlish, and delighted him, in her
expression of her enormous sense of the compliment he paid her; she was
a woman of uncommon purposefulness, and increased his admiration for her
by the directness and decision with which uncompromisingly she said him
no. She owed a loyalty which she could never fully pay to Simcox’s, to
Mr. Simcox; that was the beginning and the end of her refusal. Simcox’s
was her own, her idea, her child that daily she saw growing and that
daily absorbed her more: that was the material that filled in and
stiffened out the joints of her refusal. “But if you knew how proud I
am, Mr. Sturgiss! You don’t mind my refusing?”
He laughed and rose to take her to the drawing-room. “I don’t mind a
bit. This is only what they call preliminary overtures. I shall ask you
again. We mean to have you.”
Between the two rooms he said, “Yes, mean to. It’s a big thing. I’m
certain of it. We shall keep it open for you. We shan’t fill it.” He put
his hand on the drawing-room door and opened it. “We can’t.”
She went in radiant.
She was on the red bus again, going home. She had stayed but the
briefest time after dinner. She was too elevated, too buoyant, too
possessed possibly to remain in company; excitedly desirous to be alone
with her excited thoughts,--especially to be alone with them in that
significant apartment of hers. Significant! Why upon the very day of
entering it had come this most triumphant sign of its significance!
Significant!...
She had a front seat on the outside of the omnibus. She gazed before
her along a path of night that the lamps jewelled in chains of gold,
and streamed along it her tumultuous thoughts, terrible as an army with
banners. It was very strange, and it vexed her, robbing her of her proud
consciousness of them, that there obtruded among them, as one plucking
at her skirt--as captain of them she rode before them--the figure of
Laetitia’s Harry. Similarly he had obtruded and been like to spoil the
pleasure of her visit; but he had been made to provide compensations and
he obtruded now only in rebirth of a passage with him that, rehearsed
again, much pleased her even while, annoyed, she cut him down.
Taking her leave, she had been seen from the threshold by Mr. Sturgiss
and by Laetitia’s Harry. It was pitchy dark, emerging from the
brightness of the interior, and he had stepped with her to conduct her
to the gate. “It was an extraordinary coincidence, meeting you here,” he
had said.
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