This FreedomHutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
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This Freedom
Hutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
Marriage -- Fiction; Women -- Social and moral questions -- Fiction
She loved him so! If that were said a thousand times (as already perhaps
too often for the robust) it still would not approach the volume of its
swelling in the heart of Rosalie, for that was ceaseless. His attitude
in this matter now between them, as in every matter, might have been the
perfect agreement with her own view that it was and yet might so have
been presented as to be much antipathetic to her. His attitude might
have made her feel she ought to say, “Thank you, Harry, for agreeing to
that”; it might have had the note, “I know exactly how you feel about
marriage; I want to make every-thing just as you wish.” Quicksands!
Principles to be received as grants, bases of her defences to be
accepted as concessions! Quicksands! At either attitude, as at a foreign
flavour in a cup, she would have drawn back, suspicious; at either sense
within herself, of winning a favour, of accepting a hazard, she would
have taken alarm, dismayed. But it was why she loved him so that here,
as everywhere, his standpoint was her standpoint’s own reflection. She
was, as she would have said, deadly in earnest; deadly in earnest to
a depth that she could let go to absurdity and never know it for
absurdity; and so was he.
Approving this plan of computation of the share that each would pay, “It
would have to be done strictly,” she said, “as though it were strictly
business. And--you don’t know, perhaps--I’m making, or soon shall be,
just on five hundred a year.”
He smiled the nice smile of his she loved, more with his eyes than with
his lips. “I’m afraid mine’s a good bit more than that. Money’s rather
pushed at you at the Bar once it starts. You’d have to put up with
that.”
Her fondness in her eyes reflected him. “I know how famous you are
getting. I’d not be stupid about that, Harry. It would be the just
share, each according to our means; that’s understood. Only, for me, it
would have to be the just share, that’s what I’m saying; not a matter of
form, a strict proportion.”
“If you liked,” said Harry, “we’d give the figures to the costs clerk at
my chambers and let him work the contributions out.”
“Absurd!” she might have laughed; and as an absurdity he might, with a
laugh, have presented it. But quite gravely he made the suggestion, and
quite gravely, after a moment’s grave thought, “I don’t think that would
be necessary,” she returned.
His earnestness in this thing so vital to her matched her own, and
therefore she loved him; and he yet could bring to it lightly a touch
which, though light, yet was profoundly based; and therefore, newly, she
loved him. She knew she talked with immense profligacy of words in her
endeavour to make clear the principles this second line of her defences
must maintain. “Each with work and with a career, each with an own
and separate life.” She kept repeating that. “Equal in work and in
responsibility, Harry, and therefore equal in place, in privilege, in
freedom.”
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