This FreedomHutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
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This Freedom
Hutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
Marriage -- Fiction; Women -- Social and moral questions -- Fiction
Yes, she could see where this was set to lead. He could leave her with
the children; but she--men that married for a home--could not leave him
with the children.
She said gently, “Dear, there’ll not be the least difficulty.
Everything’s perfectly arranged. Everything will perfectly well go on.”
He had not moved his pose and did not move it. His voice presented in
tone the profound meditation that his pose presented. He said, “I don’t
quite mean that. I mean, do you always feel everything’s quite all right
with them?”
How setting now? She answered, “Dear, of course I do.”
His eyes remained upon the fire. “Rosalie, d’you know I sometimes
don’t.”
Her motion--a lifting of her face, a questing of her brows--was of a
helmsman’s gesture, suspicious to catch before it set a shifting of the
breeze. “Harry, in what way? They’re splendid.”
“You feel that?”
“Dear, you know they are.”
He put his pipe to his mouth and with that meditative tapping tapped his
teeth. “Splendid, yes, in health, in appearance, in development, in all
that kind of thing. I don’t mean that.” He turned his face towards her
and spoke directly. “Rosalie, have you ever thought they’re not quite
like other children?”
Oh, setting from what quarter this? She said, “They’re better--miles and
miles.”
He got up. “Well, that’s all right. If you have noticed nothing, that’s
all right.”
“But, Harry. I am at a loss, dear. Of course it’s all right. But what
have you noticed, think you’ve noticed?”
He was standing before her, his back against the mantelpiece, looking
down at her. “Just that--not quite like other children.”
“But in what way?”
“It’s hard to say, old girl. If you’ve not noticed it, harder still.
Not quite so childish as at their age I seem to remember myself with
my brothers and sisters being childish. A kind of--reserve. A kind
of--self-contained.”
She shook her head, “No, no.”
“You think it’s fancy?”
“I’m sure it is.”
He was silent a moment. “It’s rather worried me. And of course now--If
you are going to be away--”
Stand by! She had the drift of this!
She said simply, “Harry, this can’t be.”
“You can’t give up the idea?”
Her hand upon the helm that steered her life constricted. “It is not to
be asked of me to give it up.” She paused. She said softly, “Dear, this
is a forward step for me. You are asking me to make a sacrifice. I would
not ask you.”
He began, “There are sacrifices--”
“They are not asked of men.”
He said, “Rosalie, you said once, when Benji was born, that, if at any
time need be, you would give up, not a thing like this, but your work
entirely.”
As if to shield or to support her heart she drew her left hand to it.
“Would you give up yours, Harry?”
He said quickly, “I’m not suggesting such a thing. It is ridiculous. I’m
only showing you--”
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