Well, best perhaps to take that tally stick to try by it to show the pace at which the thing now went. Rosalie, when all was done, could run the tally over (you have to) in thought, that lightning vehicle that makes to crawl the swiftest agency of man’s invention: runs through a lifetime while the electric telegraph is stammering a line; reads memory in twenty volumes between the whiff and passing of some remembered scent that’s opened them; travels a life again, cradle to grave, between the vision’s lighting on and lifting from some token of the past. All’s done; some years rush on; she sits in retrospection, that tally stick in hand; and thought, first hovering, would always start for her from when, returned to her career, the thing at frightful pace began to go; and then, from there, away! from scene to scene (the notches cut by reckoning in his stick) rending the womb of memory in dread delivery, as it were flash on flash of lightning bursting the vault of night from east to west across the world. Her thoughts first hovering: There’s Huggo and there’s Doda and there’s Benji! Her children! Her darling ones! Her lovely ones! Love’s crown; and, what was more, worn in the persons of those darling joys of hers in signal, almost arrogant in her disdain of precedent to the contrary, that woman might be mother and yet live freely and unfettered by her home, precisely as man is father but follows a career. Ah.... Away! The womb of memory is rent, and rent, delivers. Look, there they are! She’s down with one or other at some gala at their schools. It’s Founders’ Day at Tidborough, or it’s at Doda’s school on Prize Day. Aren’t they just proud to be with her and show her off, their lovely, brilliant mother so different from the other rather fussy mothers that come crowding down! All the masters and all the mistresses know the uncommon woman that she is. The children, growing older, know it. “You must be very proud of your mother.” It has been said (the self-same words) to each of them by their respective principals. Nice! Nice to have your children proud of you! Look, there’s Huggo telling her how the headmaster had said the thing to him (she’s just walking with her Huggo across the cricket ground on Founders’ Day). “And a sloppy young ass that heard him,” says Huggo, “oh, an awful ass, asked me why the Head had said I must be proud of you, and I told him, and I said, ‘I bet you’re not proud of your mother.’ And he said, ‘Of my father, I am. He got the V. C. in South Africa.’ So I said, ‘Yes, but proud of your mother?’ So this frightful ass said--what do you think he said? ‘No, I’m not proud of my mother. I don’t think I’d want to be. I only love her.’”